Cherrie Sweet Cherry

xin fu de wo

2008-06-08T16:09:00.002+08:00

xin fu de wo

i have you in my life.

I happy

cheerful

xin fu

althought we r vry fast

but we really love each other

we might be married soon

will inform u guys

LOVE

猪

2008-03-31T14:31:00.001+08:00

人=吃饭+睡觉+上班+玩,

猪=吃饭+ 睡觉,

代入:人=猪+上班+玩,

即:人-玩=猪+上班.

结论:不懂玩的人=会上班的猪

男人=吃饭+ 睡觉+挣钱

猪=吃饭+ 睡觉

男人=猪+挣钱

猪=男人-挣钱

所以男人不挣钱等于猪

女人=吃饭+ 睡觉+花钱

猪=吃饭+ 睡觉。代入上式得

女人=猪+花钱。移项得：

女人-花钱=猪。

结论：女人不花钱的都是猪。

综上

男人为了让女人不变成猪

i love you...

2008-03-11T13:45:00.002+08:00

I Love You.. Really Love You...

I long time no blogging.. Busy with Interviewing.

And

Playing Game.

HAha..

Before i back msia.

My char still cleric lv53.

When i back frm msia.

She become Priest Lv73! =D

Cos he playing for me.

Now lv81!! Woot.. These keep ks by a guy named EARER9.
Im angry and feel sian. But luckly is guild that i join all PRO.
All lv 100++ or 4th job.
Once he come ks me. All guild mate come and help me.
Last night,we bring his char to GS6,Named Mt98.
We lure monster for him,he spammed his pot.
In the end,He DIED!!!!!!!
So happy of us.
NOW
I saw him,
He no more ks me. STUPID.
I'm moody also .... Because of u my dear.... I know u r stress.. i'm stress too.. But.. pls.. plss.... don leave me...
Dont say tat again.. i'm cried til my athsma attacked me yesterday..
I really hope that i can die like that.. lol. Tired with all.. no point to continue stay... at tis world.. if without u...
I love you.. Pls dont tell me u want break up with me again.. i cant take it..
Really..
Stay tgt by my side...
I'm scare alone..

i'm back~

2008-02-28T07:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year And Happy Valentine Day~!!

Hi my Friends~~!!!

I am back ~! =DDD

I really miss here.. =)

Actually i bu se de my hometown..

haha.. because there is very relax place..

match me this lazy gal.

Haha...

At hometown..
I done alot alot things that cant make it at SG here.
Chinese New Year.
We make cakes,biscuits,kerepok,pohpiah.. etc..
Haha...
Then went bai nian everyday.
Haha..
Alot angpao i get~!!
I love my mom.
Beacuse at the time i stay at home,
She cook all my favourites food EVERYDAY.
Yummy..
Then i also cook laksa..
Haha..
Then my sister..
Her sons.
OMG is cute~~!!
but like crying *ku bao*
Hahaha...
=p
My granpa.
91 Years old birthday.
Big family all went to my granpa's home.
Saw all my cousins and aunt and uncle.
Wow..
AND~!!
I'm very happy is! I meet my old school friends!!I really miss them. one of them i 5 yrs nvr meet him,two of them 2yrs nvr meet.we celebrated Birthday and chinese new year together.
I really hope that i can stay beside my mom.. i love her.. when i pack my stuff to bagage.. i look into her eyes. i know.. she is sad cos i'm need to go oversea again and is for long time..
Mummy..
I LOVE YOU!

My Hometown

2008-01-20T03:28:00.000+08:00

My Hometown

我很想家。。想我妈咪。。想我爸爸。。
想着那儿的风景。。瀑布，山，海。。。满天的星星。。明月。。照亮着我们的家。。。
想着妈咪煮的菜肴。。。海鲜，咖哩，tomyan，咖哩鱼头。。东央面，叻沙，肉骨茶。。。还有很多很多的美食。。
尤其是过年的气氛！！是我最怀念的。鞭炮和烟花满天空！！舞狮，打鼓。。。
分红包，家里坐满的亲戚朋友。。。

我很希望。。
真的很希望。。。
他可以陪我一起回去。。
我很想。。很想他在我的身边。。。
我今早订了飞机票了。。是一月二十八号到二月二十号。。差不多一个月。。不多不少。。。

我离不开这里。。也离不开家人。。
我真的很辛苦。。
我很累。。真的很累。。。

让我休息一下吧。。。。。

Problem problem....

2008-01-14T15:20:00.000+08:00

Sianz..

I am feel very sian these day..

I dunno why every year when at this moment i will very suay one.

All problem will be come out..

Past thise day i am stress about ticket to back home stuff.

NOW

I need to stress one more problem again..

My owner suddenly told me that they need use this room to let their children use le..

So wanna me to find new place to move out.

I become crazy soon..

No job,No money,No room,No ticket to back home.

I cry no tears..

LOL.

Bad Luck coming now..

Really feel like dying...

stress..

2008-01-11T07:22:00.000+08:00

Stress..

What i doing these day is keep thinking of.. what should i do.. what can i do...

I am STRESS..

Stress with..?
Money..
job..
hometown..
ticket..
room rental..
bill..
Chinese new year..
I am think of wanna back hometown by this month..
But i am failed to buy ticket.
got ticket. But expensive.
I am no enough money.
Enough,
But,
I need to give my parents also.
I cant give nothing since i am never back home around one and half year.
I try my hard.
To find ticket and money..
lend money from Gerald to pay my room rental.
Thanks Gerald..
With return you at 20th Jan.
I hate my last Manager.
Fired me at last minute.
Hard to find job and stress..
I am think of take bonus and back hometown give my mom and dad.
I am told my manager these.
Asked him confirm me since i am work hard and work very long already at his company.
He said okay.
BUT..
In the end..
He only told me that..
WHEN IS MY LAST DAY.
Yeap. I'm cried.
So how?
Ray straight called me that day.
talked alot sweet words with me.
make me smile back again.
So NOW?
I hate him.
Make me drop many time tears for him.
I miss my family..
My hometown very badly..
I really wish..
wish i can get back home by NOW!
But how?
I swim back?
LOL.
He very stress about money stuff also.
Shout at me and scolding me last night.
What can i do was only keep quiet.
At middle night i seat on bed hug my soft toy and cried very badly.....
Who care?
My heart very empty...
Is dark at night..
I cried.
His heart melt.
said sorry with me.
can just kill me?
and just say sorry with me??
I didnt sleep well these day.
also become panda already..
I stay at home didnt going out these day.
Friends ask me out go walk walk..
I rejected.
Dont feel like going out..
Christopper
Steve
They date me out.
I said no time,
busy.
Yeap.
My brain is very busy.
LOL
I just..
Just simply dont feel like going out.
thought i am very active person?
Nah..
I like to be quiet and alone sometime also..
Steve date me out for dinner.
Seb date me out for lunch.
Steve date me out to ktv.
No one.
I wont trust to any guy again.
I dont want myself like a fool again..
I afraid to be in love again.
I DONT WANT HURT AGAIN..
God..
Help me...

Job Agency

2008-01-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

Job Agency

I need to find new job le..

Cannot drag le.

Ummm..

I really think of find one office job,

because i think of studying part time at night at ITE.

i wanna back up my english.

Now also no more money le..

Received two cheque from last company,

i just relieased that i'm very work hard at last company before,

Because i alot of OT paid.

Meet up Mr.sleepy at Jurong east at 6.30pm.

He bring me look for job agency,

But too bad it was closed.

So tink of going again tomorrow.

BUT

-_-

I played maple story at night.

Saw my friend login also.

ok,play PQ with him.

played untill around 5am morning.

up two level.

LOL..

No need go le job agency le..

-_-

Late Late Late..

2008-01-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

Late..

I am sleep untill 10am today.

LOL..

Promised beach friends meet up at 11am.

But i cant make it.

LOL.

So call ABC meet up at Bishan at 12.30pm.

Meet up Mr.sleepy and yulan,

we had our lunch together at Bishan.

Then ABC drive us go beach together.

I still feel very shage.

lol..

Tink of want sleep only..

Sleep on mat at beach.

Its raining again at evening.

Ask them go off earlier,

Because i really very tired,

wanna sleep..

LOL

After our dinner at hobourfront at SiaYing.

We taken ABC's car to Angmokio,

then we take train back home..

=)))

Bad mood

2008-01-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

Bad Mood

Unhappy with him.

But just forget it.

Woke up at 9am by Yulan,

tink of dont want going beach le,

dont want see his black face.

But yulan keep asking me going together.

So i woke up.

When i reached beach. I went buy lunch and eat at beach.

Friends saw i unhappy face.

all came talking with me.

lol..

So playing ball..

raining very heavily..

So we went to cathay to watched movie.

Allien show.

WTH..

Scary lor!!

-_-

Reached home around 12 pm.

Tired..

Washed my clothes..

Hang clothes..

Playing game..

around 3am le..

Go and sleep..

Zzzzzzzz

Ktv Pub

2008-01-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

KTV PUB

Actually today tink of wanna going dinner together with him..

But he suddenly call me that he want meet his friend up for dinner..

I feel sian also but didnt show any attidude.

Alone at home.. really feel very lonely.....

Yulan suddenly call me,

asked me whether got

meet him up or not.

I said no.

She ask me go along with her to

Ktv Pub...

I am wondering..

So i call him to tell him that if i want go pub.

He didnt say anything,

Just let me go.

Meet up Yulan and Fangwen at Boat Quay at 9.30pm.

Actually is 9pm,But i'm late.

LOL..

When on our way go Whiskey Bar Pass one coffee shop,

one guy stop us. Hey is My korkor weilun's friend.

He gave me one name card.

His name is Christopper.

22 years old.

Own two ktv pub.

ask my contact number from me.

I dont want give,

Ask him ask from my kor kor.

lol..

We reached Whiskey bar.

i saw one guy sing very nicely!

Then my friend went say Hi with him.

Ohh that's Fangwen's friend.

When i just walk in and sit down,

Bar's manager came and ask my IC,

He said i look like 17 yrs old.

-_-

I am 20years old soon lor..

kaozz..

Then steve said nevermind should be happy.

Haha..

I know two new friends,

Steve and William.

Steve very funny guy,

William very blur guy.

Haha..

Steve order Whiskey.

We play game.

Teached them play one game,

put card on head cannot see,

see who's card smaller then drink.

Haha...

I wont scare i will lose,

Because i'm drink coke.

Wahaha..

I with Yulan went to Christopper's ktv.

He keep want date me out.

-_-

I rejected.

Keep said i cute i chio.

Back Whiskey bar.

Fangwen,steve & William singging.

Manager came our counter said something with fangwen and yulan,

They told me he said me very pretty,

Then Steve ask the manager again,

He told me manager said i very chio,

LOL.

All crazy one. -_-

I went toilet,

Steve follow me,

scare me will kena kidnape. -_-

ya alot ppls drank.

We enjoyed untill around 4.30am.

Still need going beach at 11am tomorrow.

siao liao......

2008-01-03T03:37:00.000+08:00

PARTS OF BINTAN PICTURES..

lazy upload... lol..

BINTAN TRIP

2008-01-03T03:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

BINTAN TRIP~~ <31>

I went to Bintan for holiday.. (:

Together with Mr.sleepy,Jinrong and Summy,Rang and Rong. :D

Went there with ship. Head very giddy and pain! :x

Mr.sleepy and Summy vomited. Lol..

1st night went to join count down party.

Many peoples there.. :D

Bintan's time is slow than singapore 1 hour.

I very tired and giddy. After our dinner,I straight back chalet and sleep. :s

Sleep untill 12pm. :p

Oder food. Very expensive lor.. :s

Mee goreng,nasi goreng each $17.

Our lunch all $120 for 6 person.

Banquet $240

Oder BBQ things,$88.80.

3 chicken,3 otah, 3 beef, 3 sheep meats..

All small small pieces.

Kill us. :x

So,next time clever le.

Bring food ourselve. :D

Beach there very nice.. :D

Sand very very soft! :D

I driving! Cute car car.. haha.. :p

Drive my friends went buy things frome chalet to shops.. :p

Its fun!

Play mahjong.

Swimming pool...

:D :D :D

3 Jan 08

Back singapore. :D

Eat pill 1st before onboard. :p

Sleep all the way on boat. LOL..

No ppl vomit le.

Yeah~~!!

Around 1plus am just reached home.

All tired and shage.

My comment for Bintan.

Fun. :D

Pretty. :D

Nice place. :D

Poor service. :x

Expensive foods. :x

Daughter..

2007-12-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

WeiLun's Daughter

I'm went sentosa again today.

Reached there at 11 am. Meet up Mr.sleepy,Ahgu,Rebecca at vivo..

Heard that weilun wanna bring his little princess coming also. Lol.. I played and take care with his daughter for whole day. Haha.. Maybe i expert in play with small baby. LOL.. She like me. when 1st time know Weilun,he asked my contact number from me,i gave him,beach friend ma.. nothing much.

But then he told me that i'm cute. I said thanks. I feel that he got feeling with me. I also dont bother him so much.

After we went off,went dinner together. He saw me very close with Mr.sleepy,then he just gave up,he go with Yulan. LOL.. I dont know what he rush at. But i know that he just want find one mummy for his daughter. He was shoert gun before,that's why he married earlier. But now both of them wanna break up. Still fight with this case. Both of them want daughter.

I also dont want ask too much about them. I just bought a toy for his daughter at beach,played sand with her. She is clever.. very cute! I kiss her small cute face. I suddenly very very miss mine.. ya mine.. ... its gone..

Can i regret? Cannot..................

David

Around 6pm,we went off. Was rainning very very heavily. We went off earlier was because of wanna meet David up. He was back from Australia. Miss him very much..

I with Mr.sleepy went to Bugis meet him. After that meet up James,Jiarong,Roger & his girlfriend Yvonne at a bar..

Mr.sleepy ordered one drink for me,named Long Island Tea. Wow.. its very thick!! i drink one time only already feel very hot! ==' Wth.. David they all still laugh there.

Abit drank.. Accompany David because he back Australia for studying soon... Half year again he just come back.. My beach friend.. Before that only went with David,Roger and Mr.sleepy. Now,We like got one beach gang. Got around 30 plus beach friends now.. lol..

We went off around 12plus.. I abit drank,reached home straight sleep le... lol..

Maple story

2007-12-28T08:13:00.000+08:00

Maple story

Haha.. okay.. since i download maple story this game that day. Untill now i keep playing it.. Yesterday morning bought a doggy for it. very damn cute! =DDD

$9.50 one doggy,it need food. milks.. Around $8 bought something let it pick mesos,pick item.. LOL...

Waste money? Haha.. Nah.. i like that cute dog.. up level very fast. =D Very cute,can train it,talk with it. I call it Baby. it no responed. I call it baddog,it will angry. Haha..

Peoples there always unhappy because my doggy always take their stuff. Haha.. Asked me keep my doggy. Of cos no. i like it following me run everyway. Haha..

I went to checkpoint around 4pm. 20 minutes time i back.. lol.. I went to bought some apples,bought rice,kfc for me with his dinner..

I'm just found i'm fat already. These day.. nah is this month,keep eating all "good food" So i think now my weight also got add ba.. =x

I playing game for whole day,play awhile rest awhile,rest mean sleeping.. Zzzz.. LOL.. Untill midnight also like that,around 4am i buay tahan le. I went and sleep. LOL.. Later going beach..

I think my beach friends all crazy with volleyball and beach. Friday,Ahgu said want stay overnight at beach,i anything. But those working beach girls and guys all tired le. They dont want going. lol..

So they said meet 10am at vivo city later. Wow.. very early. Nevermind la.. i can go earlier nevermind de. LOL.. Because can sleep at beach ma.. So damn peace. =pPp

Got to go.. Good Morning my friends~~ =DDD

Have a Nice Day!!

Late night..

2007-12-28T04:18:00.000+08:00

Late night..

Is 04.18am now.. what m i doing? LOL.. I'm played malpe story just now.. washed my clothes. Waiting for hang my clothes..

Late night.. Is quiet...

I going for holiday to Bintan soon.. 5days. 5days i wont be here.. they going for four days only. so i with him will stay at there for the last day. Just two of us. LOL..

I dont know is JinRong purposely plan this or not. That kuku..

next month i will be start find new job. I need recover back my life,because always sleep very late.

become owl le.. LOL..

Gotta going Johor tomorrow.. Need to extend my days here..

After that go JingRong's house. Meet them.. Mr.sleepy..

Start feel sleepy..

Good night everyone..

Love you all..

=)))

Didnt sleep..

2007-12-27T01:37:00.000+08:00

Cant sleep again..

I cant sleep again.. I watced movie (SE JIE) untill this morning 9.30am. When i finished the show,i felt asleep..

Woke up by Robin called.. Around 3plus pm i think.. LOL.. I went to prepared,washed up myself.. and went to his home.

Played with his doggy.. Install maplestory game.. Eating dinner together.. So now playing game.. lol.

Planning of going holiday to Bintan,gave my passport no to JinRong. 31Dec07 to 4Jan08.. Yeah.. cant wait for it.. Yippy~~ =DDD

Afraid of...

2007-12-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

Afraid of...

Today i'm do nothing at home. I woke up on 11am plus.. Really very early le.. LOL.. I cook mee maggie for my lunch. I think of wait for him tonight to have dinner together. So when my friend ask me going dinner with him,i rejected.

I watch movies and search you ku. he was busy at work,so i didnt disturb him like call him or messegge him.. Untill 6pm,his knock off time.. I wait his call.. But he never call me,so i messege him told him i start feel sleepy le. But he replied me that he thought me still sleeping so he no call me.

Then he said he want going out with his friend,and said he know me wont mind. lol.. Then i said i never sleep,i waiting for him for whole day. He said please,give him some free time to meet his friend.

I never.. never block him for meeting his friends. But.. He can tell me earlier,tell me that he will not come meet me up,then i no need wait him like a fool for whole day..

I suddenly very scare,really scare... i scare he will like that bastard... I suddenly very afraid. I cried. I dont know why i so scare.. very scare... I afraid alone,like inside a dark hole.. alone.. very queit.. nobody talk with me.. nobody care me..

At night. He called me.. I didnt chat with him.. i feel very cold.. He said i'm angry with him.. no.. i 'm not angry.. I only afraid of........

Cant sleep again...

3 funny pictures taken by 3 friends

2007-12-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRITSMAS AND HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVESARY ME WITH MR.SLEEPY!!!

1st camera by Yulan.. Second camera by Alan.. 3rd camera by ABC..

I found that my friends was very funny... when i just lie on Mr.sleepy's hand they all take picture for us in same time. Wow.. i also didnt know that but after that they all show me those pictures. wow... Funny lor... =DDD I really love my friends alot..!! =)))

Pictures...

2007-12-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Third camera

Chritsmas day and sentosa~~

2007-12-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

guys team

Haha.. my foot! lie on mat and see them play volleyball. Zzzz.. Girls team Hang out at Pasta Mania~~

Yulan & Amilia AhGu & Rebecca Girls~~

One side

Two diiferent camera take different side~ Guys~~

I woke up at 9.30am~~ Yea, Wanna hang out at sentosa again. Haha.. We meet up ahGu , Rebecca , Amilia and Tehao at Food Republic at Vivo city. Wow.. alot peoples lor!! Very Very long queue !!

Then i told them i wanna make islander card,so i went to counter check whether i can make membership card or not without work permit,then the counter girl said can,Aww~~ So happy.

We went to food republic tabao,wow.. Rice Curry $6.30 and Amilia $5.80 per packet,we all stunned. ==' kaozzz... so expensive !!

We went in beach.. set up court. I bring 2 mat and Amilia bring one strawberry mat. Haha.. we seat on mat eating,got small raining.. boo ho.. fun. Haha..

I went 7eleven with Mr.sleepy bought 3 big botol drink,suddenly raining very heavily. Wow... I went play under rain. Wahaha..

But rain awhile only stop le,sun came out and very hot! I lie on mat and cover my face started sun tan,Hahaha... They all said me seaweed dry le.. =='

Around 7pm,we went off and went to hobourfront to have dinner at Pasta Mania. When we all there,Amilia and Mr.sleepy still didnt come yet,all friends asking me,so i went out to find both of themi saw them in one toon shop. Mr.sleepy dont know doind what inside there. I walk in think of call him to have dinner together with us,but then Amilia very gangzhong bring me out from that shop. ==' i asked her what he doing? Amilia said nothing nothing,lets go for dinner.

weird lar.. After around 10min Mr.sleepy came in le,but his hand got more thing,very big plastic bag. I'm suprised,he gave me that plastic bag,was a very cute cartoon ballon chair! OMG.. and my hello kitty keychain that i lose it before,i really very touched.. All friends said," wow... very sweet... " I kiss him infront my friends.... =)))

MERRY CHRITSMAS !!!

2007-12-24T13:56:00.000+08:00

Today i sleep untill around 12pm. Very Happy.. Because tonight i hang out with my friends again~ These day keep busy went out with friends. I no more missing him,no more sad because him. Because no time to miss him le. Haha... I know i can do it. =DDD Because i know my friends all LOVE ME !!! =p

I msn with Yulan,waiting for her to knock off from working. =D Because we wanna meet up for dinner together cand buy present to exchange with friends tonight !! Yeah.. Chritsmas day coming,also is me and Mr.Sleepy one year annivesary coming. I feel touch and happy....

I meet up Yulan 3.30pm at Causeway Point. We went shop shop for present for tonight. I bought a cute key chain,is a man that carry knife,mean protect healthy. Yulan bought shower Gel from Body Shop.

After that we went to NTUC to buy some vegetables and food to cook at Yulan's home. Yeah... cooking cooking!! Haha..

Around 6pm we reached Yulan's home,saw her grandma. 80 plus years old le. She very friendly. We started cooked. I think of want cook de,but end off Yulan want me seat there see her cooking. Haha.. She cook one bowl of chicken shoup,bake sausage,vegetables and porridge. =DD

Very nice.. After eating i went to her room to watched TV. Wow.. Her air con very cold. ==' She start find clothes for tonight le. Haha. dress! I asked her wear dress,because i also wearing dress. =p

We all meet up at Causeway point for latenight movie. Amilia, Ahgu, Rebecca, Yulan, Tehao and me. at 9.30 pm we meet up to chatting 1st and walk walk. I with Yulan make up,they guys never see us make up before,because we going beach also no make up one. Haha..

We hang out at StarBuck. Amilia gave us one person one present,all DIY name on clips. Really very unic.

Movie start at 11.25pm. ( I am legend ) Very scary and nice movie!! =ss

After movie we find a seat and start exchanged present!! =DDD I get a lame cup from Rebecca and cute stickers from Mr.sleepy ( suprised ),Yulan get a key chain, " SO LAME" word on it. ==' was from AhGu. LOL.. Amilia get shower gel. Ahgu and Rebecca get keychain.

We taken alot pictures with Yulan's camera. Haha.. very fun and touch night... I dont know Mr.sleepy will gave me present. I'm so suprised,i never give him any present. LOL.. =p I touched......

Beach again~~~ Planning.

2007-12-23T02:30:00.000+08:00

Boo~~~

I woke up on 9.30am. Then together with Mr.sleepy meet Yulan and ABC up at AMK for our breaksfast. I with Mr.sleepy and Yulan ate mee dumplin and strawberry douhua. Very full.. =s

After that we straight went to Sentosa le. AhGu and Karen also reached there when we reached. So only got 5person today,no include me because i still not expert to play in court. Haha.. so they take turn,play with two two.

Today very very hot,sun also very very big!! I put alot if sun block on my face and body. Wahaha... =pPp I dont want sun burnt larrr....... =x

Then i'm sleeping on mat. Woww.... Good to sleep lor. Got raining awhile,wow! More good to sleep !! I sleep untill very sweet lor... =p But still hot.

Yulan's friends came join us. Wahh.. Except her one female's friend. All the guys very girlish! OMG! We play in court,i teached the guy how to on ball. But he always failed and got that sound with jump jump jump.. ==' "hurr hurrr.... I cannot lar~~ Dont give me larr~~~ " OMG. i cant take it, i still same group with him. ==' Really think of wanna slap him. =x LOl..

We went off aound 6pm. We plan of going hourbourfront's hawker there to take our dinner. But Yulan and Mr.Sleepy wanna buy dudu kueh at Vivo city. So thay take train. I with ahgu take ABC's car to went there.

They bought alot of Dudu kueh,after that cannot finish. ==' Then now,now!! I help then eat for my supper,==''

We all planning of Chritsmas day. We plan to going watch midnight movie at Cathay. After that want going beach stay over night...

Hmmm....... So i reached home around 11.30pm just now. Tired.... sleepy....... =x

Enjoy~~

2007-12-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

Our Beach gang~~ Court~~

I talk cock with them~~ He is cute WeiWei~~

Dnner Time~~ Kaozz~~ What was they doing???

Yeah~~ Today really enjoy!! =DDD Today is Saturday. So i got i think 30plus beach friends going beach! Wow... That was fun lor! I reached beach around 1.30pm,this was earlier than before le. Hahaha... =p

When i reavhed,i saw Mr.Sleepy was playing ball with girls,all girls. ==' Then i went to said Hi with him,Then he intro his friends to me,the girls,especialy Alicia just looking at my face. lol.. I dont know she stunned there for what. LOL..

When reached there,we play at siloso beach. But suddenly they need close the siloso beach. So we all moved to Palahwan beach.

They all playing ball,i seat at mat and talk cock with friends. I expert talk rubbish things. wahaha.. make them all "sweat.." =pPp I now got improved my volleyball le. My friends said i improve very fast. Yeah.. happy happy.. i can just very easy to transfer my ball to my partner le... =DDD

We went off around 6 or 7pm. After showering i asked my friends if want join our group to going for dinner. Got 16 person join us,then i ask them wanna eat japanese food or KFC. Wahahaha... same.. ==' But now all wanna eat japanese food,AhGu and Rebecca want eat Pasta Mania,so we guys 12 person went to Ramen Thien.

After finished our dinner,they all went home le,then we Mr.Sleepy, Yulan, ABC, Mattew and me went to playing pool at vivo city.

Finished our pool we went out vivo city and taken alot alot of pictures with Mattew's camera. I will upload those photos when he send me. All funny and VERy funny photos!! Hahaha...

I am 1st time saw mattew laugh very happy tonight. I know him very long time already,his pattern is very serious person,what you had said funny things,he only will gave that stone face and smile with us like very force himself. LOL.. But now he smile and laugh from his heart.

Especialy when he help me take photo,then i take a look that photo with him,he said,"Hey.. so cute~~" I said,"Ermm.. I feel that my face like "man tou"(in english is bun) very round. " Wahaha.. He really laugh untill siao!! LOL.. Omg. We really laugh all the way. Untill now my throat sore le. ==' Haha...

We went off around 12am with ABC's car. Before i drop at my house,i turn back disturb Mattew,"Hey~~~ Man tou~~ " He laugh like siao again!! Wahaha.. He shout,"Ehhhh... Stop it!!" Ahahaha... funny sia. =pPp

I reached home around 1.45am le.. Then i washed and hang my clothes. So i sleep at around 3.30am. Tomorrow gotta meet them at 11am at AMK . aww.......

Cold cold..

2007-12-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm sleep for whole day today. I felt very cold..... =s I dont know lar,i went to told my friends very cold,they all ask me,"you sure you in singapore? now sun very big outside." or,:" Cherrie,you sick le is it? Why felt so cold?" LOL... Omg..

I cant stay awake,keep feel very sleepy.. Around 4pm i'm felt hungry then went out bought food to eat. After i finished.. Chated awhile with friends,i start sleepy again.. ==' Then sleep untill now then woke up. WTH..

I hide inside my blanket lorr.. My fan also never on. ==' humphh... super sian today. Sometime really hope that i can return to that time i got someone guy that i love him,and because him i'm busy tried to make suprise or busy run here run there only just because of want to see him awhile. I taken bus for hour to meet him,but we just can together around 15minute because he need to go back for work. I never blame him,never sad... but very sweet...

If can do something for someone you love,althought very tired also still will feel very happy and sweet.. LOL. I want this feeling back. Really hope that........ =p ♥

Raining day..

2007-12-21T04:06:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Damn funny lar today. I'm not easy to woke up sOoOoo DAMN early to going beach lor. I prepared my stuff,went to shower,eat breakfast.. 9.30am,When i want going out. ................. Raining..........and....very heavily............. . . . . .. . I damn sianZzzzzzzzz..... WTF! =='

okayyyy.... i called my beach friends.. They all told me,raining very heavily now. When stop raining le call me then i just going out. ==' Heh... i don wan le lor.........

. I went back to continue sleep....... dont care what had happened putside le. Somemore raining very heavily!! Good to sleep lor... lol.. sooooo..... I sleep untill 2.30pm!!! Hahaa... =p.

When i woke up,chat chat with friends with msn. Got one guy dunno who is that?? add me at msn,then still ask me is it i got webcam and want to see me. Siao! I straight deleted and blocked him. Crazy... .

I went to beach at around 4pm. Still got small small rain... very cold,sand all wet wet.... very hungry,so went to 7eleven with Yulan bought alot mee goreng and drink. LOL..

I played in court again.. Its was so fun. Althought i not really know how to play,but my friends keep support me and teach me with very patient. I so happy. =DDD .

Around 7pm,we went off. I plan them to go dinner at KFC together,but most of them dont want eat fast food. Ok i plan again,we go japanese's restauren. They all said ok! ==' .

Girls all take with ABC's car went to Hourfront centre. We went to book seat 1st before they reach. Got 8 person.. But..... Suddenly they called me,said change place. They want eat KFC!! ==' Kaozz... .

But very fun today. =DDD I laugh all the way with them. Haha.. Damn funny. Because i keep talking lame. They all just gave me those sian face then suddenly all laugh like siao!! Hahaha... =='

Chat with Ivan,Yiqin and Huston in msn togrther,we all talk our past when we working at Livepowerhub before. Yea all my colleague before. They all very cute,16 years old. Haha...

But i'm unhappy with one thing. from my mother born me untill now,i LOVE freedom! I dont like peoples control me what i think and what i want to do. If that is bad things nevermind. But just only wanna going supper with my friend..... or Something we need to talk clearly. I hope that we can maintain as friend,but not a friend that can control me to do anything.. sorry i know you are worried for me. But,i'm that kind girl. My parent also never control me. They know i dont like. So they respect all things that i decided. So that's why also i will came to singapore without any bar. so... sorry friend,hope you will understand me. Please.. dont like that again... i dont want lose you this good friend. okayyy........................................

Beach Gang!!

2007-12-20T07:39:00.000+08:00

My Beach Gang!! Wahahaha... ive!! For you.. =p YES!! JIA YOU!! Love love love~~~

Me & Jacklyn.. What are they doing?? LOL Ball ball ball!!!

Yulan & me Tehao & me

Yesterday saw got one profile viewed me at friendster. Wow.. i'm suprised when i open that small boy's profile. He only 16 years old. But,his body all tatoos! ==' His friends,i think got 20plus person stand together took photos,all full with tatoos! Omg.. then i leave him a comment. "Woah! Tatoos Gang!" Haha.. But after that he also leave me a comment.. "wow! Beach Gang! =) " ==' Haha.. funny larr....

I went beach again. But i'm reached there around 3pm. Sky was very dark,raining soon.. When i just reached there,Horrr... omg.. my 20 plus friends all shout at me. ==' Woahhhhh!!! SOoooo Late!! See lar.. Raining soon le la. ==' Bluff us,you promised you will be earlier.. Haha.. ok larr.. now,7.30am. I'm woke up le. Yerrrr.... nevermind,later i bring helmet go there and sleep. Haha..

But lucky lar.. Because never raining!! Haha.. and damn HOT lor! My skin very pain because was too hot! KaozZzz.... LOL. Then i start take pictures!! Yeah... I draw flower to Ive as i promised her. =p Hehe.. then i also start zilian!! Haha.. take picture for myself. lol..

After went off from beach,same as usual,we went for dinner,then together with Mattew,Gu Rebecca,Tehao watched movie,National Treasure. Very nice show~~~

4plus am,Ive was messenge me. I'm felt that something wrong with her. Then started worried. Haha.. i scared she will drunk then need help now,soOo danger! =x but lucky nothing happen. Yea... Thinking of him again. Drink will make us think alot. Especialy is sad things,will suddenly promt all out to our brain. Then we will start get emo or feel down. Heh.. I always like that before,because i always drank before!! Haha.. now think back,really funny lor,stupid.... Just think of it. NO WORTH. Yup. What past was already a past,we can think back,but not feel down with it! =DDD

Life,Not long,not short. Why we not choose to happy everyday? =DDD Try to open your heart,accept and receive all truth. You will find this world actually got alot alot things that we never feel it before,and also will find actually around us got alot alot friends or family are concern with us. We all shower with love because them. YEAH.. CHEERS!!

开心的过

2007-12-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

我其实刚刚发现一样事情，那就是其实我和Ive互相的支持着对方。让我们走得更勇敢。我们有共同的回忆，痛苦和甜蜜。。同样的回忆和事情发生在我们的身上。。如果我们不认识对方，我想。。我们现在还流着泪过每一天吧。。我们能够互相倾诉我们的心酸，回忆以及眼泪。。同样的东西让我们有了同样的心情。同样的，我们互相倾诉甜蜜的回忆，我们一起笑了。。真的。。好放松。。。我们开始我们的新生活，寻找新的爱情。。和我们的梦。。

朋友，我爱你。

每当我一个人走在路上，或者在寂寞的夜里时。。我还会想起你。可能我爱过你恨过你。。不过都已经成为往事了。我不再恨你，不再伤心难过。。现在的我只会想起我们曾经有过的甜蜜时光。。当我回想的时候，我会会心一笑。。也许不会有人了解我，不了解我为什么可以忘了他的欺骗和玩弄。但这就是爱，爱可以让一个人迷路了，找不到自己。。眼里和心里都只有他。。也许别人不会明白，我为何只会想起甜蜜的回忆。但，这是一个最好的办法让我忘了他，收起痛苦和伤心的回忆，我会更好过。。也会快乐点。。我在很多次的恋爱经验里，学会了珍惜。。所以我珍惜他。但，我错了。他是不值得珍惜的人。。所以我学会放手。不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。

爱一个人是幸福的，被爱，更幸福。

所以，我要被爱。。

更满足。。 =)

Mr.Sleepy's Birthday.

2007-12-18T07:58:00.000+08:00

Hey.. Birthday guy.. Haas. Make a wish.. Blow blow.. =D No more fire.. Haa.. cute cake rite??

nice?? this is last year when he still court me. Wahaha..

This is my room.. =p I made these.. haha.. Birthday's card.. See what i wrote?? wahaha.. Card and birthday's present.

open open!!! =D Yes~~ is a wallet.. =D Nice?? "Expensive or not?? where u bought it??......" Haha.. loso guy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR.SLEEPY..

Yesterday 17DEC07 was Mr.Sleepy's Birthday. Guess what i done for him?? Haha.. I am work hard for him. I chat with Ive yesterday,she asked me what i prepare for him? This year my birthday i was celebrated with my friends,clubbing at st.James,so Ive said,maybe i also make him cry for his birthday this year,YES i agreed,i WILL make him cry,BUT,is touch untill cry. Wahaha.. =p But he never cry wor.. =( Ahaha.. -.-

I am started clean my room when i woke up at around 2pm. Hee.. No eating at all.. -.- Because i am woke up too late le,no more time. It was raining very heavily,i went out to 888plaza bought stuff to celebrated his birthday. Haha.. Yes i'm wet.. -.- I bought a small mini cake,vegetables,candle,lighter,mee maggie.. Wahaha.. and one BIG red card.

I cutted many many small heart and stick on my whole room's wall. =p It's romantic,and one BIG heart at middle. =D He told me this was his most prettier Birthday in his life. Haha.. Enough.. Enough le.. i also feel happy. He was unhappy before he come and meet me. But when he come,and i suddenly on light,he was suprised and stunned there. Haha.. Yes,he was touched. But.. too bad never cry. Wahaha.. =p

After Birthday's song,make wishes,eat cake together.. I cooked mee maggie,it's funny but bo bian,haha.. because here not allow for me to cooking. I added alot mushroom and vegetables inside mee maggie. Yummy~~ Haha.. =p

PHOTOS FOR 15 DEC 07

2007-12-18T07:51:00.001+08:00

HAHA.. this was middle night. 2am i think,so he sleep 1st le. LOL.. Tehao and ABC. Tehao and Me. Yulan and me..

HAHAHAHA

2007-12-17T03:03:00.000+08:00

This is RAY. Got mole at his mouth. Chikobek. Wahahaha.. =pPp Hey.. This is Ive Draw one ah.. Ahahaah.. Omg!! Funny la!!

This Is his MEOW. WAhahahaa... He like,"Meow" Wahaha.. OK la. both of us siao liao. Keep laugh at these things!! ahahaha... =pPp

sentosa

2007-12-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

MY Hello Kitty!!! I bought it from 7eleven. Cute right?! =pPp See See SEE!! All Hello kitty Sweet! Omg.. Really feel like dont want eat them.. >< Hehehe... He want beat people,but end off he beat the cup,untill... like this.. -.- Hey hey..!! Cute slipper right?! Haha.. I make one oh!! Yeah!! I done a slipper for Eric! =p 爱一个人是幸福的，被爱，更幸福。

Heh.. today woke up at 2.30pm. Lol.. Sleep untill very sweet lor. Tink of dont wan going beach le. But,my beach friends called me. so,i went to join them le. Haha..

Reached beach around 4pm. Not much people. I went to buy some food with Yulan from 7eleven. Then eating at beach,watch them play volleyball. I'm eating half,they asked me join them play court. I dont wan,they called me,"hey pig girl dont eat le!! Come play!!" KaozZzz.. -.- Pig girl sia.

Joined them play court,i 1st time play court also,i'm learned start ball today. Yeah.. Yippy.. =D I make it! Volleyball!! =D Around 6pm,sky start become dark dark. So we started to went off. I ate 2 packet Mee goreng. -.- Because they dont want eat but i'm bought it from 7eleven. So,i ate it myself. Untill now,i still very full. -.- LOL.. They went for dinner,i watch them eating. Ahaha.. Stupid sia.

Tomorrow is Mr.Sleepy's birthday. Last year i'm make one key chain for him. This year? i'm lazy le.. LOL. But i'm bought a wallet for him. Since his wallet was stollen by people at Devapali Day.

cherrie

2007-12-16T11:45:00.000+08:00

Cheerful Happy Enchanting Rich Radiant Innocent Evil

为什么

2007-12-16T04:11:00.000+08:00

我不懂为什么，我觉得不甘愿。我真的只希望，他那时候是真的喜欢过我，爱过我。虽然是我提出分手，但我还是舍不得。也是觉得心痛，因为他对我都很好，从来没对我发脾气，我伤心的时候，他会尽他能力的让我笑。他常常想要见我，但我却时常的没有去见他。跟他说我没空，就不再找他。到了第二天，我才又发信息给他，他有埋怨过，但我也不大放在心里。我发现他很怪，可能是女人的直觉，我觉得他有不止我一个女人。我试着问他，告诉他有就告诉我，我不会生气，但他还是否认了。我很失望，跟他提出分手，他很紧张，要我冷静下来了再考虑清楚再跟他谈。但是时候放手了。所以我离开了他，但后来发现了是。。我的彻底失望，伤心。。爱上了一个人，真的不会怪他所做错的一切。知道他其实只是在骗我的感情，我却没有生气，而是失望。。他还在新加坡，我试着联络他，他有回应我。但当我问到感情的问题，他就开始不回应我了。我要的只是一个答案。我也不可能想要跟他在一起了。如果时间能重来，我宁愿没有认识过他。

Raining sentosa..

2007-12-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

I'm woke up at around 11 am today. I'm still felt sleepy. Because i'm sleep at 6.30am at morning. Haas..

Prepared my stuff to going sentosa. 1pm went out,horrr~~~ just stepped out from home. RAINING. Hey.. great sia.. -.-

Make me felt like want go back and continue sleep again. Because really tired. =x Okay.. I went back home,changed my mind to enjoy at beach. I want shopping. So i changed out bikini,started make up myself. Call Mr.sleepy but he never pick up. So i straight went to sentosa find my friends. I'm called almost ten plus time to him. No picked up,fine.

Reached vivo,he called me,said sorry with me. I'm throw tantrum. I'm 1st time throw tantrum with him. I dont know why. Maybe too stress..

When i'm reached sentosa. was raining VERY heavily. cannot going to meet him. Then meet up Kang,Jonice,Yvone and ChiPhai at Coffee Bean.

We chated very long.. and laugh all the way.. -.- talk rubbish.. LOL.. Also waiting for others friends. But then gals all said wanna going vivo shopping. So we went to vivo.

Guys all feel sian with shopping,Jonice and Yvone also are mature girl (26,25 yrs old) . So i not interested shop with them also. Those clothes too mature for me. Then chatted with those guys,hey~~ Funny Kang and ChiPhai. LOL..

8pm. Mr.Sleepy called me,asked me waiting for them at outside vivo bus stop there. ABC driving came fetch me. Then Kang,ChiPhai and James accompany went to bus stop,gave them one flying kiss. LOL. Thanks guys..

After meet ABC,Mr.Sleepy,Robin and a girl (i 4got her name) LOL. Robin back home,he was busy.

Then ABC driving bring me to custom,i went and chop. Then came back singapore. After that we went to Angmokio to take dinner. SEAFOOD again~~ Yeah~~ =D SoOo Happy... Haas.

After finised our dinner,we went to buy movies tickets. Yeah.. Watch movie. But,all guys are sleeping when watch that movie. LOL.. yea is bored. 4 person of us watched that movie,2 was sleeping. -.- Only ME. Laugh all the way.. Wahaha...

After finised the show,they asked me,funny mei? I said, NO. But still want laugh lei.. Wahaha.. They said me siao dingdong.. =pPp

Taken cab home,was already 2am. Washed my clothes,showering etc.. 3am. Blogging,3.30am. LOL.. This is my life? Haha..

-.-

2007-12-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

See.. this was last year i done it for Mr.Sleepy de. NICE?

I'm cannot sleep last night and also very down.. So i think when i went to sleep was already 5 or 6 am le.. Haha.. siao liao.. Because i'm promised Robin that meet him up at 1pm. Haiz.. but i damn tired larr~~~

12.30pm. Robin called me. I'm still dreaming... Yerr~~~ I want sleep larr..... hurr... He kept scold and nian nian nian at me. Haha.. Hey promised le 1pm meet up lor! Still sleeping?! Haas.. Hey.. you dont know what happened with me lorr.. =x

Okayy.. I woke up.. Prepared all things and went meet Robin up. Sms Tingting and Esther told them today western VERY GOOD. LOL.. Then? Robin came and fetch me at Bishan taxi stand. RAINING!!! -.- HEY~~ I want go sentosa lei!! When i just get in Robin's car.. Woww..... Raining VERY heavily...

Okay.. Sentosa cancelled. -.- Robin driving me went his home for lunch.. Waiting for stop raining.. But,i am still sleepy~~~ LOL.. Stood at his home whole evening. Listen to Robin told me about his ex girl friend. lol.. His pictures from small untill now.. Hey hey.. really changed alot yar.. From ahBeng look untill now smart look. Not bad.. Haha..

5pm. We went to Juntion 8 to bought Mr.Sleepy's birthday's present. I bought a wallet for him since his wallet was stollen by people before. But last year i more sweet,i am make a key chain for him. Haha.. now? lazzyyy le... =p

Chatting with Ive now. Two siao char bo. Keep laughing.. LOL.. -.- Talking with her and blogging also.. heh..

Cant sleep again.. sigh..

2007-12-14T03:34:00.000+08:00

I wish being love again.. Please dont break my heart again.....

I dont know what happened with me. I cant sleep.. Is so queit at night. I still didnt recover back. I'm sick for almost one week already. Am i that weak? lol.. I think was from i 16 or 17 years old untill now,i always cant sleep at night. I will keep thinking alot.. That's why my parent keep saying me is a emo girl. Keep lock myself up.

. I dont know why.. My tears drop out just now.... hey.. what am i doing again.. humph..

I'm very miss my parent. My sisters.. My puppy.. my home.. food at hometown.. and all sweet time i spend together with my family.. Really very happy and relax. Nothing to worried nothing to thinking alot..

I cried when i called my mom yesterday morning,i really miss her.. i really love her.. My mother asked me,how is my asthma le? I said ok lor.. sometime will attack only. "Why will attacked? You cry again? Why you cry? Not happy there? Your boy friend treat you not good? If really feel very hard there,come back home. Your father make a new house soon,he make a room for you too. If feel very hard,lonely or sad there.. come back. Mummy waiting for you come back. ok? If want come back now also can,go airport now and buy ticket straight back home."

I really cried... Althought i'm really feel very hard here.. But i still choose to stay here. I dont know why,and i dont know is because whose? I stay here for who? I also dont know.. My friends? Him? You? lol... or just for myself...

haiz.. I'm consider very long time already. I also never go find new job,because i am still confused with myself. Stay here? Go back hometown? I need to make a last decision for myself by this month.. My save cannot last very long also..

Everynight nightmare woke myself up.... after that just seat there and stone for whole night. Who am i joking with? What i still thinking about? I try to look forward.. But really hard. My heart still bleeding.. my plaster doesnt use. ..

I really hope that i can being in love again... Althought i'm hurt alot already,But i still wanna to try it again.. and again....

Shopping~

2007-12-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

Heh.. zi lian again.. blahh... =pPp

My room.. very messy rite? Wahaha.. cheers.. me and esther. act cute tgt!! haha.. I went back to sleep again after called Esther. Haha.. I think was around 11am. Then Robin called and chat with me.. I dont we chat untill what time,but i'm damn sleepy. Haas.. I told him i want sleep for awhile,but then i sleep untill 3pm. Hahaha.. Yeaa.. meet Esther at 5pm at Far east Plaza. We went there for... Heh.. Esther.. After that we went for some snack,woo hooo... hungry.

After that we changed location to clark quay. Heh.. something happened here. Mr.Sleepy called me,and quarrel again! Shit him.. -.- He asked me where was me. I told him oh we going clark quay shopping. Wth.. He shout at me! You going pub then say going pub lar!! OMG. I never think of that lor.. Siao! I just wana accompany Esther to buy something lor. Got a shopping centre there lor! Named: Centre. Kaozz..

I really angry. I hate people never find out what actually happen then shout at me! I was shout him back. Esther faster said.. hey dont angry larr.. guys all like that. they will think alot.. Just forgive him k.. Haha.. ok then was her turn,her ah lao called her,and asked her where was us? Clark Quay.. Wahaah... same thing happened! Hey hey Esther,you also shout him back what! Ahaha... omg~ funny things.. Hahas..

But then he call me again,said sorry with me. Heh.. can you just kill me? After that just say sorry with me? Walao.. Really hate that... Haizzz... .

Chatted with Ive again just now.. She still very down. Hais.. poor girl. She cried alot when he broke up with her,but nobody care her. I never cry untill now when i broke up with him. Maybe i more strong,but actually my heart also bleeding.. that no people will know that.. No people know what actually my feelling... haiz..

strong me

2007-12-13T08:22:00.000+08:00

Omg~ These two day was alot things had happened that i never relieased.. I really hope all of that was just a dream.. I just dont want in the end is like that. kanna cheated? Haha.. really funny. Yet i throw all my heart my love to him,but in the end he is playing me? I really cant receive,really hope that not real.. Really hope that Ive never tell me all these things.. Just let me can just think back all sweet memories we had before.

Now.. all like a bomb in my brain. 'BANG!!!' All things came out. When i broke up with him,he also broke up with Ive. But now he got other girl called Cheryl. Her name sound same mine.. Hey.. Funny. Now they plan going australia together. Hahas..

All i know is,what he talk with me before,all same he talk with Ive. I talk with Ive for whole night.. And we laugh for whole night. Haha.. What we laugh for? we laugh us each other like a fool,he can same timing to handle us.

What have different that he treat us? He treat me more nice,because i more than never stop him to do anything and never bother him when he was messege other girls with sweet things. And,when i saw his neck got a love bite,that now i know was Ive gave him one,i just keep laughing at him,"wow.. your mosquito very BIG huh..? " But then i never angry. Hey.. what am i doing? lol.. i dont know.

Was he broke up with Ive,maybe she will more to like control or stop him to do anything. But was me broke up with him. If Robin never keep scold me that told me he not a good guy. I think i now still like a fool continue cheated by him.

He keep asking Ive that if she can buy him food or drink during his worked. Hey.. Ive now reliease why he said so,because that is me. I will keep went to find him,buy him a drink or food. Everytime when he working i will keep gave him a suprise bring food and went to visited him. He will very suprised and happy..

But then,now i think of it.. I really stupid. What to do? that is me. I like to give suprise to someone that i love. Now what? Both of us like fool. Because what he talking with us was all same! Haas..

Hey Ive!! MEOW. Wahaha.. last night i with Ive laughed with this for whole night and non stop! Haha.. I dont know why. When i know the truth,i didnt have any respone,or angry or cry.. I just stunned there to read what Ive told me. And what i relieased is,Ive was more poor than me. He straight broke up with her with one sms.

She went to his home and cried like crazy,his responed only feel very pek chek and very angry. But then when i broke up with him. I didnt find him anymore,so i didnt know what happen with him.

But Ive was suspect he got something with me after she read my blogs.. So she came and find me tried to find out what actually had happened. In the end.. we found out both of us was cheated by him.. horrr~~~

He not a guy. Kept told me that he beat a cop that tio police case and he very scared. When i know about this i'm straight called him and shout at him,"what are you doing?! are you crazy?! How old are you already?! you beat police?! You siao ah?! " I really angry and feel very dissapointed,wahh.. childish.. But then also worried for him.

After Ive told me last night,he was only scold scold the police and never beat police. -.- Was his god brother beat the police. Wahaha.. What the hell? Act strong with me? Fuck larr... what i only think that time was hope he can go in jail give him a lesson lor. But Ive told me that case just nothing,they gave him a warning and fine thats all. Chey... -.- Not fun.

Sorry Robin,Sorry my friends.. because i am like missing for this two day. Making you all worried for me. I'm tried to find out what actually had happened with us. But now i know le.. and all just RUBBISH.

Hey... later i will meet up my girlish to going out walk walk.. I miss them already.. Haha.. Yeah..

Went for dinner

2007-12-13T08:21:00.000+08:00

Hurrr.... my kitty kitty board.. =( i dont care i want this larrr....

Heh.. what a face. =pPp Haas.. act cute yar.. Cheers.. Today went out with Mr.sleepy. Heh.. I still feel very sick. But then we went to Bugis for dinner. I saw one shop at roadshow!! OMG~~~~ My hello kitty shop!! Arghh.. All my hello kitty... hurrr... i straight called Esther told her that. I so happy with it. Haha.. dont know why i like hello kitty soOooo much.. haas.. After dinner we went to game shop played maple story for two hours, Hahas.. i still a kid yar..

But i'm feel very sick and sleepy.. So i faster get home.. But then when i online,i saw Ive also online,we start chatting. Hey hey... i cant sleep le. Felt very sleepy and very sick. But still just wanna catch all things out. Haas.. Untill now i only sleep for two hour i think. LOL.. Nevermind,i'm slacking now,got more time for me to rest and sleep. Haha..

THANK YOU

2007-12-12T02:10:00.000+08:00

I never scare peoples will laugh at me because i'm fool and playing by a Fucker. I also never scare to post out all things that make myself look funny. I wont let people look down at me. I am Cherrie. I am a strong girl that will never laugh and look down myself. This is a lesson for me to learn. I also never scare to learn that. These all things telling me that don't easy trust a person that very sweet mouth. They might be playing you. Like me. I wont feel down or sad because these such things. I still got my lover,my friends that always being by my side. I will still THANK YOU because you playing me,i got learn a lesson from you. Hope you will be learn a lesson by other person soon. You just a xiao didi for me. Because you are younger than me. Your experiences will never more than mine. you dont know how to cherish people,you will be regret one day. you will be lonely untill you DIE.

One MSN

2007-12-11T21:03:00.001+08:00

Ive... says: .hi... .-- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. -says: hi -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: hmm.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: do i noe u? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: ive -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: bluebaby Ive... says: nope... but i guess we both know a guy... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: u is ray ex gf Ive... says: how u know tt? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: he told me -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: nice to noe u -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: =) Ive... says: when he told u abt me? Ive... says: nice to know u too.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: when he tgt with me -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: lol Ive... says: ermm may i know when was tt? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: u got something wan to tell me? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: hmm.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: our relationship vry short Ive... says: i just wanna find out more things from u.. hope u dun mind.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: 0k -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: so,what thing? Ive... says: ermm when u guys started? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: u can read my blogs Ive... says: i read le.. but i dunno when... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: all i wrote is about him -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: hmm.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: how u noe my blogs? Ive... says: u mean till now the lastest blog is still him? Ive... says: from his fren's blog... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: bosong? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: hmm.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: 0kay Ive... says: ya -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: u br0ke up wif him -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: when is it? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: actually i dunno much about him Ive... says: neither do i... i broke up wif him just tis mon -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: what? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: omg! -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: i'm playing by him! -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: Ive... says: me too... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: u Ive... says: when u guys broke up? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: just tis mth -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: hmm.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: last week -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: gal -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: when u start wif him? Ive... says: he's damm fucker la.. Ive... says: 26 oct -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: what?! -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: OMG Ive... says: when u start wif him? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: we both playing by him -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: 28oct i tink Ive... says: dun tell me its the same day? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: fuck -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: gal -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: i hurt alot bcos him Ive... says: i also... Ive... says: n u know wat Ive... says: tis is my first love -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: Haiz -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: tis not my 1st Love but i really Love him -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: i now then noe i'm playing by him Ive... says: let me tell u something abt him... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: 0k Ive... says: we r not the onli 2 -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: huh? Ive... says: he got one more gal.. Ive... says: they've been tgt for a yr Ive... says: his god bro told me tt -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: omgomg -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: Arghh -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: fucker -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: anyway -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: hais.. Ive... says: hai... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: u hav sex wif him? Ive... says: now he's gone missing.. Ive... says: almost Ive... says: u had tt wif him??? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: ... Ive... says: wat a jerk -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: he missing? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: y he will missing? Ive... says: ya.. after last sunday nite.. when he broke up wif me.. Ive... says: he nvr went home.. Ive... says: till last nite.. his god bro called me.. Ive... says: i went to his hse n find him just yest... -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: then Ive... says: his god bro told me abt the other gal.. Ive... says: named cheryl -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: lol. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: chery1? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: cherrie is me -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: cheryl -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: LOL.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: funny ya Ive... says: i dunno who... but he said tt gal is his ex colleague Ive... says: n had been tgt for a r Ive... says: yr Ive... says: tt gal is coming back.. n getting engaged soon -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: he said he br0ke up wit u long long ago Ive... says: have u been meet his god bro? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: who? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: i dunno -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: i noe ray ard 1 mth onli Ive... says: from work? -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: our relationship also maintain ard 1 mth -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: ya -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: he come and noe me Ive... says: i know abt u... i asked him abt u.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: what he said? Ive... says: then he said tt he has nothing to do wif u -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: HAHA.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: Ive... says: n cuz i dun like wat u tagged on his blog.. Ive... says: he siad tt he will email u n stopped everything -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: Wahaha.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: tat time he just start tgt wif me -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: and he vry sweet Ive... says: ya.. tts y Ive... says: he also very sweet to me.. Ive... says: n actually i nvr liked him.. i liked another guy.. is he convinced me -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: talk with u tmr Ive... says: okie.. -- cHerRie -- Dont tell me you like me you miss me you love me,I wont believe. says: thx

Weak..

2007-12-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

Dont know why.. when i woke up,i'm feel very very sick,my head very very giddy,my body very very weak.. Oh shit.. what happen with me again? Humph.. Last night quarrel again with Mr.sleepy,Hey hey Robin you are right,Haas.. I going war again! Ahaha.. =p

When he meet me up last night,he told me very nicely that he wan go celebrate his birthday with his friends,then i asked,me lei? I cannot join? He said he just want celebrate with his friends,who is your friends? i asked. ALICIA,Mattew,Amilia,David.. Yo~ I understood le,include that girl again.. that's why dont let me go.. All of them all my friends too,he said if i going no people will talking with me.. omg~ they all my friends lay.. they wont talk with me? he just dont want me with that girl together ba.. NEVERMIND,i dont go lor..

I'm not that weak. I wont disturb them,i dont like angry or quarrel. He called me just now.. "Woahhh.. your voice hear like very sick lei.. you very weak now ah? i'm meet up my friend now lei,you want come join us for dinner?" Hey hey men.. you know i very sick already,you still ask me going out? you promised me you will come and take care me,now you going meet your friend up? That's good...

Raining day..

2007-12-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

Hurr... Raining day again... i don't like raining,because cannot going out enjoy with my dearest sun,i like sun shine,haha.. I already recover back le. No more fever and troat sore,but.. still flu. haiz.. I don't like flu larrr.. because very hard to breathe. And and and!! Keep RAINING! SiannZzz.. I starting miss my friends.. my girlish. Haha.. really miss all the time we enjoy together..

Heh.. Really raining for whole day. Do nothing at home.. Chatting with Robin with msn,but too bad my english too poor,cannot understand what he had type to me. Wahaha.. After that he give up. Then called me chat with me,hahaha... Hey hey my buddy,sleep for whole day already,when i talking half with him,he was felt asleep!! Omg.. i so boring mei... -_-'" We talk rubbish for a few hours.. Haha.. Really all rubbish things. LOL.. Because all the time he keep singging,play his guitar.. -.- DotZzzz...

But i still want thanks him,because always being my side when i feel down. Yeah!! Robin! My Ben Dan friend! wahaha.. =p Yea you dont go HongKong,stay at here accompany me go shopping,go walk walk beside beach,go see GIRLS,ahaha.. =p

broken..

2007-12-10T02:54:00.000+08:00

My heart cant love anyone anymore.. because you had broken it... TEARS ARE FALLING FROM MY EYES, AS I SIT AND CRY AT NIGHT. BLOOD IS DRIPPING FROM MY HEART, AS I TRY TO WRITE.. I HAVE SO MUCH PAIN, I HURT A LOT.. I CAN'T EXPLAIN ALL THIS, WE ARE JUST FALLING APART. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS, WE DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START AND WE DON'T KNOW WHERE TO END. LOVE HURTS SO MUCH FOR ME, LIKE A THOUSAND STABBING KNIFES. I AM SO SORE RIGHT NOW. MY HEART IS RACING FAST...

-- Pictures --

2007-12-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

Lucky You Mr.Robin!! Wahaha.. =p I admit i'm drank! Haas.. =p Thanks cute Mable.. =D Because send me these pictures. Hey hey i'm ugly lar.. wahaha.. Next time if drunk dont take picture! Haha.. =pPp

Sick again..

2007-12-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

当我做了决定要离开他的时候，我写了一个email给他。写了我的感受，我的痛苦。。虽然很傻，但至少我会付出我的感情，真正的去爱一个人。虽然还是爱错了，还是不值得。。但还是有过甜蜜的时候。。放开一个你爱他的人，是真的很痛苦的一个决定，但我知道我们是不可能的。。而且是没有未来的。。为何长痛不如短痛?干干脆脆的。。就这样放手。

. 你是个冷血的男人，让我为了你流了那么多的泪，你都从不为所动。。你是个冷血的男人，当我跟你表明说要分手的时候，你就直接了断的不再找我。你是个冷血的男人，当我告诉你我想回去家乡的时候，你从来没有想过要我留下，句句对我说的话都伤了我的心。'Go back,and don't find me anymore.' 你的每句话都让我痛彻心扉。。但这些都是往事了。。你只是我生命中的一个角色。

WHAT IS REAL BOYFRIEND? WHAT IS FAKE BOYFRIEND? I JUST WANNA ONE TRUE LOVE BOYFRIEND.

. I'm sick again.. Fever! humph.. I'm promised my friends that i will go join them today,but when i woke up was already 3pm,and i'm feel very sick,lost my sound soon and got fever now.. Maybe was because of last two day i stand under rain ba,, =s head very very giddy.. cant even eat anything.. haiz..

. I am trying spend my all time with my friends.. my heart still got a plaster. Haha.. I just trying to find activities that i can join. I just dont want stay at home.. See larr.. sick today.. cannot going out,think alot again.. Humph.. dumb dumb..

An email..

2007-12-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

Re: I LOVE YOU.. From:RaynardLim (http://bl110w.blu110.mail.live.com/mail/ApplicationMain_12.1.0068.1031.aspx?culture=en-SG&hash=694524432#) Sent: Monday, December 03, 2007 8:12:22 AM To: hua nyet (mo0n_flower@hotmail.com) i duno why you choose to leave me, maybe i didnt have the time to spend with you the past few days so you feel that i dont want you anymore, but then, its not i dont want to see you or be with you, nowadays i dont know whats on my mind, i have so much to think about, my polce case is coming up in about another week. my legal advisor is not really helping me at all, just wasting my time and making me think even more. yet all i know is that i cannot concentrate, all i think about is how lonely i am without you, your hugs, kisses and sms... maybe the reason why i didnt meet you up even if i have the time is because i dont want you to see me like that, im very lost, now i have to face charges for a crime i didnt really commit. actually, was intending to go back to brunei for christmas to spend with my family, but my legal adivsor said that the court hearing is most likely to be held around christmas, all my air tickets already booked, already pay. but now cannot go back. you mean alot to me, this relationship mean alot to me, but i dont know why you choose to leave me so suddenly. i really want to know... will you tell me? On 12/3/07, hua nyet <mo0n_flower@hotmail.com> wrote: Hi.. As i am typing this email.. i am feeling alot.. i know you didn't trust any love. but i still wanna tellíng you.. I love you. Maybe this whole relationship is nothing to you.. My confidence level is always low.. Being with you.. i always feel very comfortable.. I leaving you doesn't mean i don't love you but i cant stand myself anymore.. making that decision is really a struggle. Maybe it is a wrong choice which i regret.. After the breakup,i don't know what your feeling.. maybe just nothing to you.. But its pain every night on my side.. i still thinking of you and cry myself to sleep.. the thought that you are not together with me made me really insecure. I don't know why.. The pain really undescribable.. thou i appeared as if nothing happen. But its really hell for me for these day..

maybe i'm too late... maybe you just want without me written in your future.. or maybe you will laugh at me because i'm stupid.. because love you..

I am at a loss now as what to do also..

I wish you happiness.. I Love You.. =')

Regards,

Raynard Lim

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Sentosa again!

2007-12-09T01:17:00.001+08:00

We eating.. haas.. Tehao. we went for dinner! yeah! left one is Jinrong,is a funny guy! He keep disturb that auntie,omg.. This is my diinner!!! Yummy!! =p

This is Mattew.. he also dumb dumb de.. This is Jinrong's dinner! haas. Jinrong! stupid face! haah.. yummy yummy..

2 funny guy.. haas.. clip u! haha.. hey hey i'm eating lei! Haha.. This morning i'm felt asleep at 7am i think.. Wahh head very pain.. because of alcohol.. =x I'm promised Tingting and mable that going beach today. haa but i cant wake up sleep all the way,if Tingting never call me i think i will sleep untill night le. LOL..

We enjoyed at Pahlawan beach.. haas.. eating,play card.. Mr.sleepy came joined us. He play volleyball with us and keep pick ball! Wahaha.. =pFunny funny..

After that we go off le,tingting they all went to watched movie and i with Mr.sleepy went to meet up Jinrong and Mattew for dinner,Jinrong was bought a sexy and hot wear to his girl friend! haha.. wow.. Tonight i'm feel very tired,stand in train also felt asleep.. wahaha.. i'm still blur blur larrr..... =s Drink too much le.....

tingting's birthday!!!

2007-12-08T06:08:00.000+08:00

Ica kacang! Got ppl ate le then felt cold cold! wahaha..

take picture 123! Haas.. Blegh.. yoz! Nice picture! =D Perfect and.. hmmph.. hahas..

Me&Robin! Yeah! Blegh! got people stunded when saw this picture! wahaha.. 'what you doing beside me?!' Ahaha.. Yeah! Restauren! Tou pai! haha.. Co0l bo? haha..

Dumb dumb guy and me1 2 3 4 5

Omg! Tingting go hug mable! yeah!! Handsome & babe singging.. =p see.. what Perry doing?? omg that card can stick on his face!!! =s Eee yer.. haha.. See where our blur queen looking at..? haas.. Yummy yummy..

Happy Birthday To Tingting!!! L0ve You!!

Haha.. today i really funny! I still can upload these pictures when i'm drank! Hahaha.. =p Omg.. This morning i really sleep untill very sweet... hmmmph.. Zzzz.. because of raining.. so good to sleep.. okay,my handphone rang,was Mr.sleepy called me,hor.. i dont care,told him i want sleep i want sleep dont disturb me,he kept'oie! wei! hey!' omg really buay tahan! =x haas.. dont want answer him then he hang up.

Next! ROBIN!! Yea he power lar! Called and woke me up! I keep told him i want sleep he just ignored me! Keep talking rubbish with me untiil i'm wake up! Wah.. sooo happy huh you! =x Bully me.. =.= Then i woke up went prepared to meet him up,wah when i just stepped out from my home.....RAINING! And very heavily!! =.= Lucky me..

We went to vivo city walk walk,was rainning.. haiz.. raining.. i still accompany my dumb dumb friend standed under rain and looking at ship and beach.. or! He see girls! wahaha.. =p

Today is Tingting's birthday! I so happy. Haas.. I think so lond also dunno should buy what present for her.. Finally i choose a dress for her! =) Then i jio him go join us together for tonight ktv,tingting's birthday celebration.

That was really fun tonight! =D omg tonight alot friends drank! haha.. include me. =pPp I'm very high whole night,dirnk alot untill now i nearly lost my sound. haa.. All they singging,play card,dancing,laugh... haah.. Tonight what a suprise was Esther never drunk! Wahh.. haha.. Jia you Esther! =D Omg i am drank and all pictures was ugly and my STUPID hair!!! =( sad lar.. =x haiz.. When i'm drank i suddenly felt sad because suddenly think of that steel blood guy.. nearly cry.. Then was Robin kept knock my head then i just feel more much better. Wahaha..

I'm drank i'm drank! so long never drunk le! haha.. felt very very happy and high tonight. Abit crazy. haha.. I hope that all my friends are enjoy with it too..

Early early morning..

2007-12-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

Around 11am,we went to plaza singapore to played MAPLE STORY!! Wahaha..

Yeah!! Pokemon!! SOoooo CutE!!! =D

Me! zilian again.. wahaha..=p

After lunch,we went to wacthed movie. Yeah!! haha.. dark dark.. =p

Come act cute with me! Haas..

After movie and shopping,we went to Newton for our dinner! My seafood seafood!!! kangkong.. fried rice.. Fish fish fish.. donno what fish is that,fish lor. ahaha..8.30pm.. waiting for mrt.. On our way home.. =)

Haha.. today went out with Mr.sleepy.. Humph.. doesnt sleep well also today,last night talk cock with bOp ™ untill around 3am i think. Haha.. After finished chatted,i'm started wrote my blogs.. in chinese! haha.. Actually i'm poor in english and i'm hard to write out my feeling or what happen with me in english. So i asked Zhenyu how to write in chinese? He teached me to download one link,then now i can type in chinese and can write out what actually i want to say out to my friends.. Thank you zhenyu.. =)

My friends.. when i write in chinese if got something cant understanding can ask me.. Haha.. I'm try very hard to my english now. I will make sure my english will better than now.. =D bOp ™ always got teached me when i'm wrote wrongly.. I will learn it! thanks yaar.. =p

结束了。。

2007-12-06T05:59:00.000+08:00

短短的一个月，我们相识到相恋，到现在结束。真的很短也很痛苦，也许只有我痛苦吧！我们的故事，我想，几个小时我就可以写完。。 . 哈哈。。如果没有我身边的朋友们支持着我，我想我也挣作不起来吧！真的是谢谢你们，常常再我的身边支持着我。我爱你们！哈。。尤其是bOp ™,每当我突然很伤心很伤心的时候，我就会直接的拨电话给你，哈哈。。当你接电话的时候我就开始后悔了，因为想到会不会打扰到你，都很晚了，哈哈。。哪里知道你却没有埋怨过我，还跟我聊了好久好久。。谢谢你！我真的突然就放开了。就这样开朗起来。。 . 十月二九号零七年，我们在做着工时相识。你主动过来跟我说话，那时候的我对你一点好感都没有，还觉的你很危险，有目的。哈哈。。我们交换了联络号码，你常常打给我跟我聊天。你也常发信息给我，我对你不理不睬。你一直试着接近我，但我却一直避开你。我终于答应你一起去吃午餐，你很大胆，因为当我们过马路时你直接搂我的腰。走路或说话时你搭我的肩膀，也许我喜欢坏男人吧。是我笨，因为爱上了你。 . 到了我们真的在一起时，你开始不再象开始那样对我好了。我也开始怀疑你是不是在玩弄我，而且我们不是真的在一起，我在你们俩之间很辛苦。不知道要选择谁。。你也开始不再在乎我了，很冷淡。。我也开始死心了。。 . 经过朋友的洗脑，哈哈。。我想通了！我决定放弃你。 . 你从来没有爱过我，一次又一次的敷衍我，从来没想过我的感受。因为不值得。。这感情不值得我犹豫，不值得我爱过你，不值得我为了你伤心，不值得为了你哭泣，这个回忆不值得我提起，不值得我想起，这份感情早就应该放弃早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹。。这样的你，不值得我恨你，不值得我为了你而坏了心情。我决定放弃了你。。。 . 我们结束了这个很累人的感情。

心累了。。

2007-12-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

今天下了一整天的雨，我的心也是空荡荡的。我不懂我到底怎么了。。也许是我自己想太多，也许我真的太傻了。。一直等待着不可能的事情发生。我真的对你付出了真心，但你的回应都只是，有我没有我，都是一样的。我不懂我为什么会喜欢上你? 我解释不出来。。你是一个冷血的人，当我刚认识你时，我已经懂了。可是所有的事都发生得很突然。爱，真的很伤人。。他很爱我，他很宠我，可是我偏偏不爱他。。同样的，我也解释不了为什么。。我们每一天都会为了很小很小的事情吵架，我真的开始觉得很累。。很累了。。

Raining.

2007-12-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

Humph.. Its raining for morning untill now.. =x I was woke up very early this morning.. I saw its raining! haas.. then went to disturb my friends,Hahaha.. Lets sleeping! Oh God you school hor.. Oh god you still working hor.. Ahaha.. Yes! Me me me.. Do nothing! Sleeping untill now just woke up. Omg still raining..

. Hurr... cannot going out buy food lar... hungry hungry.. :'( Hurr......

Its raining very heavily now... humph.. he later going shopping buying present for a girl,but he never ask me going together. Haas.. that's funny.. It's ok.

Everytime when i asking him about that girl,he will become very weird. I know that girl also.. but is so supprise that because he never think bring me go celebrate Birthday for that girl. He very stick at me,all friends know that. Where he going he confirm want me going with him,except this girl's birthday party.. Last few month i'm caught him went out shopping with that girl and two of them only. Both of them went to shopping,eating,walk walk.. I saw those in his handphone pictures,he very close with the girl,stick together and took pictures.

After that,that girl was went to Australia for studying. He very upset.. Everytime email for that girl,i saw those email! All he flirt with that girl.. oh my God.. Now then i know.. why his ex girl friend keep came and asked me becareful with him because he is so flirt..

Just now i tried to ask him,where he go to buy the girl's present,because i also want shop for my friend's birthday's present also.. He gave me one excuse,he is busy now cannot talk with me.. This is 1st time.. The girl was back from Australia last night i think.. oh ya that's why yesterday he was sooo weird,he said he felt me no longer love him already,said i using him! I am supprised when he said me like that! He never like that.. never. When i asked him,why i need to using you? what i using you for? Just tell me. He cant answer me.. He stunned awhile then said" no lar i just got that feeling only.." haas.. Why will you got that feeling?! He stunned again! Cant answer me! Haha.. Its ok.. I'm not that weak..

Maybe that girl come back le.. he want go with her ba.. i dont know.. i also dont want to know.. I'm tired already.. Haas.. "Xiao Bu Dian,guai guai ah.." this was he send for her one msg.. Haha.. Its funny.. very funny.....

Our Pictures!!!

2007-12-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

Esther and Regina's Birthday!! Lets blow blow... Our xin fu picture. haha.. Tingting and me!! Me and tingting again! Yeah! Esther blur queen and me! Mabel and me! Family picture? haas.. Yeah!! Thanks tingting!! =D

our pictures 2

2007-12-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Esther,ttiinngg and Me! Are we fierce?? haha.. Yoz! Wahaha..! Funny us! OMG. Sweet sweet.. Yeah! Lets kiss kiss... haha.. Those was our xin fu time.. All friends smile and laugh non stop.. Haha.. These pistures was taken on Regina & Esther's Birthday! Now take a look! Haha.. see me so xin fu! All friends kiss me! Haha.. *shy*

Christmas..

2007-12-04T11:35:00.000+08:00

My friends. Please viewed this link. Except you dont know how to read chinese. Wahaha.. =p'

. Cherrie here Wish my friends Merry Chritmas EARLIER! haas.. I l0ve you all my friends! =D

Hey bOp ™.. I just saw your blogs.. Haas.. I concern you because you are my friend,my DUMB DUMB friend!! No need thanks me. Wahaha.. Same me lar ok? Fair fair.. =p I'm not dumb dumb.. Is me know how to cherish someone. =) I believe that when you treat someone good,They will treat you good also.. But.. haha.. when you really given out your true love,they will never cherish you.. I like this song. ~不值得~ Very nice song.. Try to download and listen to it.. (",) .

http://dq.chinaswitch.com/Christmas/Christmas.htm

cant sleep..

2007-12-04T07:24:00.001+08:00

I cant sleep again.. ='( wah really sian lar.. keep woke up in dream then went open my room window,look at outside.. at night,still so bright.. My brain blank,dont know what i m doing. lol.. Thinking alot things again.. I like to thinking alot.. lol.. That's me. Look at your picture you upload to your blogs last night.. Omg you really changed alot! you look so lost.. I'm feel very heart pain but cant do anything also..

I'm still confused. Why? Why you never ask me back when i told you that i want to leave you? your answer is you scare to know the answer if i really want to leave you.. what a good answer..

You always told me that,I mean alot to you,this relationship mean alot to you. If i really mean alot to you,you will never let me walk away from you.. If this relationship really mean alot to you,you will try your best to save this relationship.. but you didnt.. you didnt do all these..

I dont know what should i do now.. I'm lost again and again.. I dont know was because of i done a wrong thing before so now god dont let me have a good life.. lol.. good life is catch ourselve de.. Happy or sad we cant control? hmmmph..

This Saturday is Tingting's birthday. Hmm what present should i give you lei tingg.. Haa.. I will accompany you whole night!! Haha..

Yeah!!

2007-12-03T18:23:00.001+08:00

See the different! haha.. =p This picture taken at 24 Septemper. Ya also just finish cutted my hair. Haha..

NOW!! New Hairstyle.. Haha.. =p yeah! I cutted my hair! Haha.. really cut alot lei. my hair long untill my arm de. Now the length only untill my shoulder. Haas.. Feel very refresh.. =) Give some comment lei.. =p nice or not? haha..

email.

2007-12-03T15:52:00.000+08:00

I'm think alot last night.. cant sleep.. untill this morning around 3.30am. I'm wrote an email for you. I'm trying to tell you what actually in my deep thought.. I wanna to telling you what actually my feeling after leaving you..

I didn't sleep for whole night.. I keep woke up in my dream. I dont know why.. Finally you reply me at around 7am. I'm so suprised,because i thought of you don't want bother me anymore. After read your email,i now then know what actually happened with you. I dont know how to help you.. This is a lesson for you to learnt. I know you are very stress right now. Jia You!
I'm felt asleep at his morning,haha.. then sleep untill now woke up. Wow.. head very very giddy and pain. I will go cut my hair. Yeah.. cut short. =D New image ya!

confused..

2007-12-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

i'm confused.. dont know what i do now is right or not..? when i told you that i want to leaving you,you told me wait untill i feel better le just talk to you again.. you said you also feel very stress now.. but after that i didnt find you anymore.. i'm changed my blogs's link. you also never find me anymore.. i'm feel very sad,upset,very down.. really down.. i'm lost myself again.. dont know what to do.. very tired.. tired.. i'm start back used of my life again.. . but anyway.. i still know what i am doing now.. so my friends no need worried for me.. i'm fine. =)

i untill now never going find new job. i dont want find.. i try to telling myself,i'm still very brave,i can do it.. but the truth is.. i'm weak.. i'm weak to face all these.. haiz..

无情的你

2007-12-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

无情的你

忘了... 你忘了我...

真的是一场游戏一场梦...

我爱一回伤一回..

我是傻..

我所爱的人偏偏爱让我流泪..

我恨我痴心..

爱你痛到不知痛了..

我是真的付出我的爱..

我该用什么样的心来对你?

='(

2007-12-01T18:44:00.001+08:00

I'm waiting something.. waiting for something now.. no news nothing.. some people will be regret when they lost someone.. but some people like nothing happened.. lol.. ya maybe i'm just nothing for someone..

Feel very very sick now... haiz.. no eating because i feel don like to eat anything.. so long no sick le.. this feeling really make me feel very weak.. really weak.. keep thinking alot of things.. although i very sick.. He also choose going to beach.. lol.. i really nothing to anyone..

you mean alot to me. you mean the world to me. lol.. all rubbish! i really give up le.. give up myself.. give up you.. give up this world..

Picture..

2007-12-01T15:27:00.001+08:00

saw this picture at my friend's profile.. very cute. =p

I'm sick le..

2007-12-01T09:37:00.000+08:00

:'( Sick le lar.. cannot going beach.. hur hur.. lie on bed whole day yesterday.. damn. stomach very pain and cramp. my head very giddy.. i cant go anyway.. afraid i will fainted down. lol.. omg.. I HATE SICK!! =x because cannot do anything that i feel like to do.

hmmph.. i dont know my friendster got what thing very attractive..? =.= Got 637 people viewed! that was supprise me. pictures? maybe.. all act cute one ma.. LOL.. then i put married,i also dont know why i put married,not because of any special person. I just want catch my heart back,dont want let my heart anyhow flying le. haha.. dont want let my heart hurt again.. really painful.. i no more tears for you.. no more.. hope you will more happy and feel more free without me.. i'm just not good enough for you.

i love you.. but i also need to leave.. because you didnt love me.. i dont want feeling myself like a fool... just dont want.. i want lock myself lock my heart up....

I LOVE YOU

2007-11-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

分手后不可以做朋友因为彼此曾经伤害过分手后不可以做敌人因为彼此曾经深爱过所以两个人成为了世界上最熟悉的陌生人..."

LOL

2007-11-30T06:13:00.000+08:00

Just now saw my facebok got this,what is your i dea lover? lol.. then.. funny answer came out..

-_-

Oh, you poor thing. You've been hurt, haven't you? Come, cry on my shoulder. My naked, naked shoulder. You are looking for a sensitive lover, someone who can spoon with you through the next episode of Sex And the City. You want someone that cares more about the 'after' part than the 'during' part. Also, you want someone who can stay awake for the 'after' part.

my girlish's birthday!! ESTHER & REGINA!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! =D

2007-11-30T05:34:00.000+08:00

Two Birthday Girl.. =) Make a wish...

This morning woke up very early.. i'm seldom wake up so early like today. haha.. my hobbies is sleeping marh.. lol. We went for lunch together at town.. thought call you ask how your case le. But when you picked up my called what you asked me was like very common friends.. asked me why called you? got what thing? i suddenly felt very cold.. dont know why.. really cold..

6pm,waiting for my girlish at mrt.. hmmph.. so long worh.. lol. Saw tingting 1st there.. Yeah happy. haha.. hmmph.. We waiting for last person,That's Esther! wow.. haha.. she really late for about 2 hour and her reason is! MRT STUCK! omg! I really fainted le.. lol.. But i'm still feel very happy because long time no see them le.. We went Marina Bay to eat steamboat. Yeah we taken alot of pictures! Wait ting ting send me i will upload let you all see! =p I really cherish all my friends around me.. really love them! haha..

Regina's hair style changed! lol.. really cute and funny! hahahaha.. =p omg. later she come kill me. Esther still same blur queen.. Share present with tingting. Gave one ang pau for Esther.. one wallet for Regina.. saw them very happy i also felt happy.. =) haha.. haiz.. when i reached there,they all asked me why never bring boy friend together? lol.. i also never ask him come together.. stick at me whole day le.. i need to breath awhile le.

we went for movie after dinner.. wahh we watch Tatooies. REALLY SCARY LARH!! =x somemore i'm sleep alone! =x scary movie.. but i like. haha.. =p From 12.5opm - 2.25am. wahh long movie.. tired tired.. sleepy sleepy.. but i'm still felt happy with my friends.. because i not always spend my time with friends.. =)

after movie i called you.. hmmph.. i'm tired to say le.. all my feeling only feel sad.. feel sad because us.. i think i shouldnt continue like this le.. its time to stop le ba..

=(

2007-11-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. received your messege that told me you had caught by police. i'm afraid,worry.. but cant do anything for you.. what can i do only pray in my heart hope that you will be fine..

went rent vcd to wacthed.. tried to talking with him.. but i'm failed again.. and i cried again.. lol.. funny.. why i got alot tears? why my tears like to drop out..? stupid..

=p

2007-11-27T12:57:00.000+08:00

shopping.. karen and bOp ™.. we having dinner!! =p We act cute! haha.. =p playing pool pool pool.. listen to musics...

This noon when i just step out from my home's door. bOp ™ called me.. "where are you?" Haha.. omg.. that time i think die le lar.. i wanna going give you one suprise lei.. miss you le.. lol. So i told bOp ™ meet him up after go see you.. =p taken one long long bus from my home to your work place.. In bus,i thinking of alot of things.. whatever.. also only feel want to see you. when i saw you.. you grew up with smile,i'm felt happy also..

OMG.. haha.. i'm late to going meet bOp ™!! was late for 2 and half hour! wahaha.. omg.. he was make noise when he saw me. haha.. =p but he is very steady guy.. =) he also never angry.. we went walk walk to looking for my friends birthday's present. Esther and Rigina,is their birthday on 29th nov.. but we chat untill no more time to look for present.. LOL.. so i called up Tingting asked to share present with her.. =p really miss them.. my girlish..

Karen and tehao was meet us up after that. we went for dinner together. after dinner we went to walk walk,Tehao and bOp ™ are playing pool.. Me and karen felt sian so we go play touch games.. haha..

Karen asked us went Wisma Atria there to listen to musics.. wahh.. really nice.. =)

haiz..

2007-11-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

When the 1st thing he step in.. He shout at me again.. Yea everytime like that. i'm used to it already.. But still will feel very upset,afraid,tired.. i'm trying calm down infront him.. just dont want quarrel with him.. But i cannot dont bother him,i think he will be beat me if i do like that.. lol.. I'm tired.. My heart trying to fly away le.. fly to far far away.. dont want let my heart hurt again.. its start bleeding again.. I'm also start feel very cold.

meow.. I miss you.. Do you hear me..? i start give up le.. really feel tired le..

badbadbad..

2007-11-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

When woke up at morning i'm feel very good.. I take up my handphone beside me,i was saw messege from yours. Ya Good morning.. =)

but second messege was him,what he had send me is stress me and make feel down one messege,after that he called me,ya again.. all those things that i dont feel like to listen and think.. my day spoil like that..

i'm cried again.. he asked me is it i'm flu? LOL.. ya i told him,i'm flu.

Think of meet Robin up to join his company's activity for christmas day.. but no more mood to going out,feel very sian and down.. stress.. i'm sorry Robin.

I hang his called,after that never pick up his called. he email me and said sorry with me.. nah.. i dont want hear that. what had happened was already happened,said all these useless for me. All rubbish..

pictures today..

2007-11-26T03:28:00.000+08:00

Meow.. Fat cat. Everyday going out from home confirm see this Meow.. LOL.. Meow again.. lol.. today keep saw meow.. so always thinking of you.. LOL..

picture today2

2007-11-26T03:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! today all cute stuff. Haha.. =p the last picture is my new handphone assecerries. My Hello Kitty!!

ya

2007-11-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

Guys always talk alot sweet words with girls.. but end of they will regret what had they said or promised,just try to make that girl to forget those thing. like bring the girl fly la.. told her how he miss her lar.. how he need her la.. fcuk off!!

guys..

2007-11-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

He like to quarrel with me with all small things. Pick my small problem and scold at me.. never care of my feeling .. never.. okay.. now he said no need me le.. from now.. ya.. guys all like that.. all like that..

Sentosa!!

2007-11-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

on the way going beach.. =) ya this is bOp ™ .. lol.. meet him up go tgt.. today sun very BIG! this is Deckson! just know him,very funny guy. haha.. keep talk cock and playing ball with me. this is Melvin! he like to kick volleyball! =x haha..

sunset le..

2007-11-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

me and soowen.. sunset le.. so beautiful.. =) peaceful.. bOp ™ said stories for me.. haa.. =p i also start stonning there le..

on our way back..

2007-11-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

wow! cool car! haha.. see these guys so interested.. LOL.. on our way going having dinner! yeah! ABC driving.. so afraid kena fine. wahaha.. left my vollyball on table. went to order food. yummy.. finally.. reach home.. take a act cute picture. yeah!! =p

dot dot dotzzz...

2007-11-24T13:08:00.000+08:00

Reagan!! why u sad? lol.. told you just now.. human all fake, trying to laugh infront people, and trying to hide our sadness inside our heart. Just dont want our sadness bring unhappy feeling to others. i'm tried to cheers up people.. people happy because me.. but i dont know how to cheer up myself.. LOL.. okay.. i going beach le.. feel very sian also cant to anything. go sleep at beach ba. never sleep well last night.. woke up very early also this morning.. today felt, sad,dissapointed,tired and sian.. lol..

dissapointed..

2007-11-24T11:45:00.000+08:00

I feel very dissapointed with you.. I hate people promise me something but then said he forgot.. and i purposely today no going beach because you told me you off today.. so i think of,ok i try to get time to accompany you. but in the end.. you totally forgot what you had told me. however, i also faster than your friends to asked you out.. i'm feel very sad now.. haiz.. dont want think alot le. sad sad sad.. lol.. Cannot blame you ba.. you are sick. so you are blur.. forget it.. forget it..

=x =x

2007-11-24T11:02:00.000+08:00

Feel very sian now.. very bored larh.. =( cherrie wan go beach larh.. but they all train volleyball worh.. no time accompany me de.. ='( tomorrow early morning got competition for volleyball le.. i need to go support them.. =x siew fang i miss you worh.. later call you. haha.. but i'm feel happy for my girlish! Surumi! she finnally together with the guy that she like le.. they just start their relationship yesterday! hope they can maintain like now lor.. haiz.. love arh hard to say..

this is my life.. love no one.

天使..

2007-11-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

« 天使的微笑..... 天使.. 天亮之前.. 我还在想念你.. 你一直在我的梦里出现..

我的伤心你总是视而不见.. 我不要童话结局这样改..

就算倒退一天.. 我都想要体验..

刹那间, 天使也学会,

不顾一切, 就为了他,

断了背上的翅膀跟随一声呼唤,

闭上了眼, 落入繁简,

天使也会为爱冒险, 又为爱眷恋,

眷恋他虔敬的双眼, 就在一瞬间,

天使学会不再胆怯,

就算要毁灭背上的血, 侵透酝酿已久的思念,

就算苦苦追寻终究灰飞成幻灭.. 永远不能再飞,

不再害怕面对生命的绝对..

天使..

该停下来..

学会飞翔了..

my cherry!

2007-11-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

Do nothing yesterday.. found this last year picture. hmmph.. ya curl hair. haha.. not bad. so i'm upload to my friendster also. lol.

cherry cherry.. very sweet worh.. i like eat cherry.. ops.! eat myself.. haha..

=x

2007-11-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

He very unhappy right now. Yea just called me and talked with me with very bei song voice, See la,later i confirm he will be shout at me. come on.. i wont scare you again! i'm not a toy.

touching story..

2007-11-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

有位男孩很爱女孩，把她当宝一样的捧在手里。 There is a boy who loves a girl very much, always treat her like a precious gem. 下雨时，男孩总是把伞尽量撑在女孩身上，而自己身上都湿了，却笑的很甜，女孩很感动，也喜欢男孩这样的宠着她。 On rainy days, boy always shield the girl with the umbrella and he gets drenched himself, but yet he stills smiles very sweetly, girl is very touched and likes the way boy treats her. 那天，他们一起去散步回来，路过一个工地，突然一块碎石从上面掉了下来。 One day, after a stroll, they bypass a construction site, suddenly down came a stone. 男孩赶紧用身体抱住女孩，可突然间，男孩将女孩的身体背转过来，自己倒在了地上。 Boy quickly uses his body to hug girl, but suddenly, boy turns girl around and fell on the ground himself. 女孩重重的摔在他身上，而石块正好砸在女孩的额头，血慢慢地流了出来。 Girl falls heavily on boy, and stone hits girl’s forehead, blood came flowing down. 女孩哭着跑了回家，她真的很失望… Girl ran home crying, very disappointed… 男孩打了她好多次电话，她没接就把手机关了，把自己关在房间里痛哭。 Boy calls girl several times, but girl didn’t pick up and off the hp, locked herself in the room. 直到被敲门声惊醒，她妈妈告诉她，男孩被一根铁丁刺穿了肺部，失血过多离开了人世… Until she was alerted by the knocks on the door, her mum told her, boy was hit by a nail in the lungs, due to loss of blood, had left this world. 她疯了一样地跑去医院，男孩躺在白色的病床上。 Girl ran like crazy to the hospital, boy was lying on the white bed. 手里紧紧地握着手机，上面写的这样一条信息： In boy’s hand, held his hp with a message: ”亲爱的，当我看到地上的铁丁时，我已经没有办法为你挡住石头了。亲爱的，痛吗？” “Darling, when I saw the nail on the floor, I knew I was not able to protect you from the stone anymore. Darling, does it hurt?” 女孩抱着男孩的尸体痛哭着… Girl hugged the boy’s body and cry… Morale: 好好珍惜你爱的人，不要等失去后才来珍惜… Please treasure your beloved ones, do not wait till you lose it then cherish… isn't it touching? =)

I Won'T Cry.

2007-11-23T18:09:00.001+08:00

Yummy - i won't cry i won't cry 就算爱不能再重来游行的降落伞飞过悲伤地带让我有勇敢的答案彩虹离开了天空还有你像微风轻轻说未知的辽阔有我陪你走 i won't cry 就算他不会再回来身边有你陪伴交换拥抱温暖让我有坚强的预感爱情失去联络难免会很心痛深呼吸最初的梦我相信会实现的 i won't cry 就算爱不能再重来游行的降落伞飞过悲伤地带让我有勇敢的答案把回忆收进大口袋时间先替我保管变成老婆婆的时候它是最美的片段 i won't cry 就算爱不会再回来游行的降落伞飞过悲伤地带远方有幸福在等待 i won't cry 就算爱不能再重来身边有你陪伴交换拥抱温暖让我微笑勇敢去爱

haiz sick. =x

2007-11-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

humph.. my asthma start attack again.. i'm feel very weak today.. hard to breath.. =x i'm hate this feeling! because everytime when it really attack me will bring me to death. last year i'm nearly die because of asthma. lol.. totally cannot breath! everytime it attack me i will be very scare. so last night i cant fall asleep. i afraid to fall asleep also,very scare i will die in my dream. haha.. so i'm kept woke up last night,give you one excuse to go out to breath at middle night because i'm really hard to breath,but i dont want to scare you. felt very uncomfortable..

But today you are very sleepy because didnt sleep well also. =p because when i'm kept woke up you also woke up by me. haha.. but still happy can spend my time with you. althought was very short. =) i dont care you will love me or not,because our relationship is so confused. maybe you are right,let people love you,but dont love him or her. Just waiting for shower with love.. lol..

haiz.. i feel very uncomfortable now la! go sleep awhile first,good night. =p is afternoon now ba, haha.. nevermind. =)

cherish..

2007-11-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

cherish the simplest things around you , because it may not last ... =) cherish==cherrie!! =p

I'm back..

2007-11-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

Just now i went to custom.. i'm called my parent and chat very long with my mother.. i miss them so much.. really hope that i can fly back their side right now.. think alot when i'm reached there.. should i go back? because when i came to singapore before i didnt bring anything come here.. only a few clothes.. so if i want go back.. i also can straight back like that.. but when i'm queue at custom.. you suddenly messege me.. (please come back,messege me when you come back..) that time i'm think.. okay i'm come back next year.. i will messege you next year.. haha..

But in the end.. i'm still come back.. because of you.. i'm back. bOp ™ was right,i'm a girl that giving out my love at all cost.. i wont regret when i do any decision.. althought ending will be not perfect that i hope now. but i know i got try my best le.. that's a lesson for me to learnt.. If ending is nice like me think now.. that's will be great..

music

2007-11-22T17:19:00.001+08:00

listen to musics k.

my music

2007-11-22T17:01:00.001+08:00

musics

Again..

2007-11-22T02:58:00.000+08:00

He start like used again le.. he start cannot control himself.. Just now,he throw temper with me because of one small things.. he just shout at me. i'm so scare.. he never care of my feeling. just shout at me with words that very hurt me.. really hurt.. untill i think of tomorrow i straight back my hometown le..

then i go down my home downstair, stand under rain and cried alone.. i'm felt very sad.. feel very lonely.. then i seat down on floor.. look at rain.. look at sky.. where is my way..? i'm lose my way.. where are you..? i cant see you.. i'm feel down.. and down.. my body was wet.. is tears..? or rain..? i dont know..

just now talk with you trought msn.. saw you are sick.. heart pain.. i'm felt very uncomfortable.. and very moody.. my head very pain and giddy.. cant able type and talk with you also.. just looking at you..

today is last day that i'm stay at singapore.. so.. tomorrow i need go back malaysia le.. i dont know i still will come back or not after i walk away from here.. but i'm thinking of you.. i'm promised you before.. ya.. but i'm really tired..

Cherrie..

2007-11-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

A little gal who always got lost, Giving out her love @ all cost. Ending up with confusion & fury, She is no one else but Cherrie. by bOp ™

Christmas day coming!!

2007-11-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

Christhmas day coming soon.. i feel very happy.. dont know why also.. haha.. i like christhmas day at singapore.. town will become sooo pretty and nice nice wor.. =p last year we went to KBox celebrated christhmas day.. very fun!! =D we changed our present with my friends.. yeah!! =D we singging,play.. very enjoyed. because at malaysia dont have celebrate christhmas day one. hmmph.. so i very enjoy christhmas day here..

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Althought very happy that time.. also something unhappy happened.. i broke up with my ex boy friend that we together around 5 month.. he is malaysian also.. but he only think of find a girl to married. not serious with me, because before that i just come here alone and no enough money to stay at here. i'm lend money from him.. then i promised him i will return him. he said if i married him then no need pay him. if not i must pay more than i lend from him. i really pissed of and felt very upset.. played by a guy again.. LOL.. he said i'm very pretty,cannot dragging too long for married with me. if not i will run away with others guy.

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At here,i wanna tell every guys,if a girl really love you, whatever happen also she will stay by your side. you ugly or no money.. girl will never care with all these. but! if you guys never trust a girl and everytime suspect she will be run away with others guy,althought she really very love you,she also will walk away from you. a girl need true love and trust. this is me.. others girl i dont know la. =p

maybe..

2007-11-21T16:28:00.000+08:00

maybe i should cut down.. because i cant feel any love from you.. maybe i should be stronger.. because when i try to cherish someone.. that preson will never cherish me.. i'm confused with you..

i dont know what are you really thinking now..

your ex girl friend was view me.. she still love you..

she told you dont give up both of your relationship..

give her or both of you one more chance..

but,you told me.. your heart only got me le..

no more her.. i dont know.. i'm confused with us..

why my life so confusing? LOL.. this is fact for me to face..

love

2007-11-21T10:03:00.000+08:00

you very afraid talk about love topic with me.. everyday u asked same question.. "when you love one person,will the person love you back?" why dont you ask yourself? when a girl love you,will you love her back? lol.. [Love] what is love, no one knows.. how it comes & how it goes... is it a friend? or is it some foes? well, it's all about feelings u feel the most!! by bOp ™

this mornig..

2007-11-21T05:25:00.000+08:00

today i just changed my name at msn. got one old fren come disturb me. wow.. selang.. know him so long time he is still same type! *Eugene says: u muack me ar *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: .... *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: u wan ah? *Eugene says: wow u so sexy baby *Eugene says: cani *Eugene says: can i *Eugene says: u got webcam. *Eugene says: can show me yr sexy body *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: lol *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: siao *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: ur gf so pretty *Eugene says: u sexy ma! *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: ask her show u can le *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: ur gf not sexy mei? *Eugene says: u oso can show me ma *Eugene says: no lay *Eugene says: u more sexy *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: .... *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: u like sexy gal den still chasing ur gf 4 wat *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: anyway *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: cherish ur gf *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: k! *Eugene says: k *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: good! *Eugene says: show yr sexy body ley! ~cherrie~ muackz.. says: .... *~cherrie~ muackz.. says: kill u la Eugene is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation? You have declined the invitation to start sending webcam. *Eugene says: haha

me and you..

2007-11-21T02:23:00.000+08:00

see.. left one star is you.. right one star.. is me.. =)

bye..

2007-11-20T18:35:00.000+08:00

bye bye my heart.. lol..