stupid..

now then i know.. u not really serious with me. i really upset.. since you cant give me any promise.. why u want me to left him and go with you..? i'm tired already.. i cant receive any hurt anymore.. can i just dont want left anything..? can i just just left this world.. god.. let me go.. i just dont wan stay in this world that bring me too much sadness.. too much hurt.. i always tell myself, i wont cry.. but my heart bleeding.. and crying.. whose know..? nvm.. i used to it already.. pain..? no more pain.. wont feel pain anymore.. =)