xin fu de wo
i have you in my life.
althought we r vry fast
we might be married soonwill inform u guysLOVE
A little gal who always got lost, Giving out her love at all cost. Ending up with confusion and fury, She is no one else but Cherrie.
i have you in my life.
althought we r vry fast
we might be married soonwill inform u guysLOVE
Now lv81!! Woot.. These keep ks by a guy named EARER9.
Im angry and feel sian. But luckly is guild that i join all PRO.
All lv 100++ or 4th job.
Once he come ks me. All guild mate come and help me.
Last night,we bring his char to GS6,Named Mt98.
We lure monster for him,he spammed his pot.
In the end,He DIED!!!!!!!
So happy of us.
NOW
I saw him,
He no more ks me. STUPID.
I'm moody also .... Because of u my dear.... I know u r stress.. i'm stress too.. But.. pls.. plss.... don leave me...
Dont say tat again.. i'm cried til my athsma attacked me yesterday..
I really hope that i can die like that.. lol. Tired with all.. no point to continue stay... at tis world.. if without u...
I love you.. Pls dont tell me u want break up with me again.. i cant take it..
Really..
Stay tgt by my side...
I'm scare alone..
At hometown..I done alot alot things that cant make it at SG here.Chinese New Year.We make cakes,biscuits,kerepok,pohpiah.. etc..Haha...Then went bai nian everyday.Haha..Alot angpao i get~!!I love my mom.Beacuse at the time i stay at home,She cook all my favourites food EVERYDAY.Yummy.. Then i also cook laksa..Haha..Then my sister..Her sons.OMG is cute~~!!but like crying *ku bao*Hahaha...=p My granpa.91 Years old birthday.Big family all went to my granpa's home.Saw all my cousins and aunt and uncle.Wow..AND~!!
I'm very happy is! I meet my old school friends!!I really miss them. one of them i 5 yrs nvr meet him,two of them 2yrs nvr meet.we celebrated Birthday and chinese new year together.
I really hope that i can stay beside my mom.. i love her.. when i pack my stuff to bagage.. i look into her eyes. i know.. she is sad cos i'm need to go oversea again and is for long time..
Mummy..
I LOVE YOU!
我很想家。。 想我妈咪。。 想我爸爸。。
想着那儿的风景。。 瀑布,山,海。。。 满天的星星。。 明月。。 照亮着我们的家。。。
想着妈咪煮的菜肴。。。 海鲜,咖哩,tomyan,咖哩鱼头。。 东央面,叻沙,肉骨茶。。。 还有很多很多的美食。。
尤其是过年的气氛!!是我最怀念的。 鞭炮和烟花满天空!! 舞狮,打鼓。。。
分红包,家里坐满的亲戚朋友。。。
我很希望。。
真的很希望。。。
他可以陪我一起回去。。
我很想。。 很想他在我的身边。。。
我今早订了飞机票了。。 是一月二十八号到二月二十号。。 差不多一个月。。 不多不少。。。
我离不开这里。。 也离不开家人。。
我真的很辛苦。。
我很累。。 真的很累。。。
让我休息一下吧。。。。。
All problem will be come out..
Past thise day i am stress about ticket to back home stuff.
My owner suddenly told me that they need use this room to let their children use le..
Stress with..?Money..job..hometown..ticket..room rental..bill..Chinese new year..I am think of wanna back hometown by this month..But i am failed to buy ticket.got ticket. But expensive.I am no enough money.Enough,But,I need to give my parents also.I cant give nothing since i am never back home around one and half year.I try my hard.To find ticket and money..lend money from Gerald to pay my room rental.Thanks Gerald..With return you at 20th Jan.I hate my last Manager.Fired me at last minute.Hard to find job and stress..I am think of take bonus and back hometown give my mom and dad.I am told my manager these.Asked him confirm me since i am work hard and work very long already at his company.He said okay.BUT..In the end..He only told me that..WHEN IS MY LAST DAY.Yeap. I'm cried.So how?Ray straight called me that day.talked alot sweet words with me.make me smile back again.So NOW?I hate him.Make me drop many time tears for him.I miss my family..My hometown very badly..I really wish..wish i can get back home by NOW!But how?I swim back?LOL.He very stress about money stuff also.Shout at me and scolding me last night.What can i do was only keep quiet.At middle night i seat on bed hug my soft toy and cried very badly.....Who care?My heart very empty...Is dark at night..I cried.His heart melt.said sorry with me. can just kill me?and just say sorry with me??I didnt sleep well these day.also become panda already..I stay at home didnt going out these day.Friends ask me out go walk walk..I rejected.Dont feel like going out..ChristopperSteve They date me out.I said no time,busy. Yeap. My brain is very busy.LOL I just..Just simply dont feel like going out.thought i am very active person?Nah..I like to be quiet and alone sometime also..Steve date me out for dinner.
Seb date me out for lunch.
Steve date me out to ktv.
No one.
I wont trust to any guy again.
I dont want myself like a fool again..
I afraid to be in love again.
I DONT WANT HURT AGAIN..
God..
Help me...